What a life

Chapter 30

Chapter 30

Nialls POV

I was sweating so much. For what ever reason I was really nervous about this concert.

The arena was almost shaking cause of the crowds roars I'm guessing. But i was waiting the last 4 min befor the concert started.

"Nialler are you nervous"

I turn to face ginger. Her eyes were full of curiosity and worry.

"I don't know maybe"

She snakes her arms around my torso and kissed my lips softly.

"damn I love you"

"I love you more Niall but get ready for the show it's gonna be great"

"Liam you'll be fine I know it, good luck I love you"

"thanks babe"

I turned to see Liam kiss Leah and ginger start doing her happy dance.

"so Liam finally got the balls to ask her out did you now?"

Harry and Louis picked him up and started out on stage. I swear I thought an earthquake was about to happen. That's how loud those girls were.

I run on stage and befor I know it half the concert is over.

We started to sing moments. I heard my solo come up and I start singing

"close the door, throw the key, don't wanna be reminded"

I felt my breath going out and hardly coming back in. My lungs felt tight but I continued with my part.

"don't wanna be seen, don't wanna be without you. My judgments clouded like tonight sky"

Louis starts his part and i feel like my lungs are about to explode. I black out and feel the my body hit the floor soon there was no sound just utter peace.

Gingers POV

Me and Leah were fan girling behind stage cause like we have the best seats ever. I hear my favorite song come on and I listen closely for Nialls part.

I hear his voice and I close my eyes to take it in. His voice sounds almost forced.

I open my eyes to see him fall to the ground. Why does this happen here at concerts.

I make a mad dash to my life and love on the floor. The boys were already around him but I push them outta the way and I hole him tight.

His breathing was shallow. The paramedics came and put him on the stretcher and took him away. I ran after them and jumped into the ambulance.

I am crying my eyes out and my make up is probably running but I could care less.

I want to know what's wrong with my Nialler.

I hold his hand and when they go to the hospital and take him to the icu I put up a fight when they made me let go of him.

I was crying my eyes out. My life was coming down and I drop to me knees and start bawling. Feel strong arms lift me up and I am placed on someone's lap.

I don't even look to see who it is befor I curl up into their chest. I could hear girls screams outside the hospital.

I start to go into the shock state and I wait quietly untill they let us in.

I felt someone shaking me and I open my eyes. I must have fallen asleep. I look around and see I'm alone now.

"Are you miss. Payne?"

I nod because my throat was just so sore I couldn't talk right

He has a solem look on his face but we motions for me to follow him.

The walk was agonizingly slow. But soon we come in front of the door. The doctor man stops and turns to face me.

He gives my a weak smile.

"what's happening"

"it's a relapse of cancer but it's already hit its final stages and sadly nothing we can do."

I feel a pang of sadness and shock go through me. I feel more tears swell in my eyes so I walk into the silent room. I see his limp body on the bed. The tears start again and the seat looks so comforting at this moment.

I grab hold of his hand and hold it to my chest.

" Nialler please dont leave me, I love you so much. Your my world and the only one I will ever love.....please don't go"

I move his hand to my lips were I hold it there. His grip tightens and his eyes are open and turned toward me.

"I will ...always.....love...you"

With that his hand goes limp and cold. His pale complexion becomes even paler. I hold his hand tightly for this might be that last time u ever get this chance.

A hand is on my shoulder as I cry silently.

"I'm so sorry"

I stand up and very slowly let go of his hand for the last time. I head for the door and turn around once more to see the empty shell of the love of my life.

Everything sinks in,

I won't be able to hear his voice anymore. No more I love yous, no more hugs and makeouts.

I will never be able to feel his kiss ever again.

But his last breath was spent tell me that he will always love me.