"How do you love someone? How do you love someone so much it makes you hatethem? Becauseyou can't replace'em Why do I still hold on? Whydo I still hold on to feelings when they're wasted? Maybe I misplaced them, mmm"
zayn was singing this song while his husbands new album was out just came out with in a week and liam has been away doing small gigs leaving zayn at home which he wished he could go to and support him but they wouldn't let him and that made him depressed. these lyrics had zayn shocked and he loved them so much he was so proud of his husband about his first debut album.
'I just wanna know just wanna know do you still think about us think about us and get chills?' zayn posted on his instagram
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he sent it to liam and liam liked his post 'using my lyrics? miss you babe..' he sent and zayn smiled seeing he commented and called him.
liam had to be with maya, of course, but he decided to answer his call he really did miss zayn so much. he would fly to him if he had to but he was busy. "hey babe" liam said
"hi i miss you so much leeyum come home" he said sadly. zayn felt like sobbing hearing his voice it made him break down. he loves liam so much.
liam sighed sadly "i want to but you know i can't.. i have a schedule." he said and maya giggled in the phone next to his head she was holding liam and talking with his friends around him and posting about his album, which zayn saw.
"if i was you i wouldve flew home within a heartbeat if my husband asked me too....schedule it not family is important" he said getting upset and ignored maya in the background.
liam rolled his eyes "oh okay you're getting mad at me for something i can't control? you're always mad at the smallest things...you're not even proud of me and my album i worked 3 years on! you always make this about you! i has enough zayn"
zayns eyes got watery at liams words he was upset now even in pain. "are you joking? i am so proud of you liam!!! i called you but you didn't answer on the album release day so i left a voice mail sobbing and left messages of me listening to songs and reacting to it. I AM FUCKING PROUD. you're always away and forgive me for missing you damn! i don't care about the girl anymore anyways fuck you liam please" he said crying and hung up getting mad. he was tired of this bs. liams changed so much through his solo career he felt like liam was wanting zayn out of his life. he was hurt.
"come on watson let's go rip his stuff" he said and watson did as told he was too.
liam just hung up he was in pain he hated being away from home he tried so hard to get home but they wouldn't let him. he sighed softly and he got up grabbing his bag not caring anymore and he headed out of the venue feeling sick he wanted to see zayn.
he got to the airport and through security 'sorry for yelling at you babe im upset i wanna see you so badly and watson too. im trying my best love you.' he sent to zayn hoping he would get a reply.
zayn saw it and frowned sobbing 'i love you too. hope to see you soon x'
'oh you will ;)' liam sent to him he was sitting in the plane by now he didn't care about singing right now he needed his family.
