Until The Day We Met Again

Chapter 10

It's been 8 year mommy..

I really miss you.

Grandma said you're safe now...,

In a beautiful place called heaven.

I had you're favorite dinner tonight..

And I ate it all up..

Even though I don't like carrot's.

I learned how to swim this summer...

And I can even open my eye's..

When I'm underwater.

Can you see me?

I miss you mommy.

I'm an adult now.

I literally run a company hehehe..

I really like gadget's..

And I hate math..

I alway's wear one of you're T-shirt's when I go to sleep..

It really smell's like you.

I don't need to sleep with the light's on anymore.

I try not cry but it still hurt's..

A million word's will not bring you back..,

I know because I tried.

Neither a million tear's...,

Because I cried.

It's suck when you know that you need to let go but you can't because you still waiting the impossible to happen.

Family is supposed to be our save heaven...

Very often..

It's the place where we find the deepest heartache.

'She isn't coming back'

Whispered in my ear.

'She has to.'

Sobbed my heart.

Everytime people ask me if I'm ok..

It's just a reminder that I am not.

The one I love fly as bird's in the open sky above me,

Souring,Weaving,calling to me to join them,

I want so badly to follow them,

But the seawater seaturate's my wing's,

Making it impossible to lift them up,

Do you know why mommy?

Because I met the one.

Someone tap me by the shoulder making me look at the person.

"Yes,Jungkook?"I said

He point his finger toward's the woman picture that I am holding.He look back at me with a questional face.

"Ahhh..she's my mother~"

He look at me and making the "Can I see her?" face.

".......sure......get ready,we're going to visit her."

After couple of minute's we were already finnished and we got into our car.We drive for hour's until we arrived at the destination.Actually when we arrive,Jungkook already understand the situation.

We are infront of her grave.

"Hey Mommy...~"

"I really miss you~"

I smile while looking at the grave.I didn't realised I was crying.Jungkook pulled me into a hug making me flinch for his sudden action but I slowly hug him back.

'Heh....I didn't know a hug can make people feel calmer..'

He broke the hug and wipe my tear's.He's mouthing something on his mouth.

'It's ok...'

I started to cry more and hug him again.He hug me back.At that moment,I knew something is happening to me.

I'm inlove with him.

He cressed my cheek and I smile at him making him smile back at me.I decide to leave before I cry even harder.But before I left,I put a flower called Lily infont of her grave.It's her favorite flower.I smile at the grave and bid my goodbye toward's it.

I knew I fell inlove with him...

And I want to be with him...

Even though I am going soon...