7+7 Heartbreaks

1. You didn't message me back.
2. You gave me a ridiculous explanation for that.
3. You argued that i used to leave conversations mid way and you did the same.
4. I answered most of your questions and you left me hanging by avoiding mine. What should i do?
5. The next day you left me hanging, waiting. It's like the first time, the same. Why did i think it would have been different?
6. You said you were busy with work. Told me the dreams you dreamt but never bothered to know mine. Should i be sad?
7. You were constantly ignoring me. Never replying back to my messages. Not reading them at first. I get it. You are busy. I will try to understand.
8. Blue is the warmest color. But somehow those blue ticks left me high and dry, in the cold shivering without your warmth.
9. Existential crisis is a condition i was left. My existence in your life is just like the blank page in your diary that you don't want to fill. Maybe you ran out of ink of your pen. Maybe you cannot frame your thoughts. Maybe you don't want to write anything. Maybe you already tore that page from your diary. Should i also?
10. You remind me of myself. Ambitious but arrogant. Always taking things for granted. If i tell you my story, will i be able to stop you from making mistakes i made?
11.  Tired of waiting i started to think of all the reasons that might have made you busy. So busy that you couldn't even respond with a simple text. Giving you more chances might have been my fault, right?
12. Leaving the conversation in the middle might seem normal to you. But do you what is abnormal not making any excuses later. Is it so difficult for you to realize that i am tired of making excuses for you. Could you atleast try and get creative to present me with such bulshit, so that i would understand that you are trying.
13. Leaving a message in the form of an instagram post made you reply to those ignored messages sent by me. But my question is are you worth it? Definitely not. But i am still writing for you.
14.  I can think of a million more reasons why. But i am afraid to write them Because it might be the last time i forgive you.