Requested by CricketLuver
„Bulk, you have to put it on the top!" i hear Miko scream from the human area, i walked over there.
There was Bulkhead putting some kind of small star on top of a.......what did humans call them again?
Ohh yeah trees, why is he putting a star on that?
I walked over and only there realize that everything was beautifully decoraded, with white,red,blue,yellow and green globes hanging from the ceiling, a big banner that said ‚Merry Christmas'.
Christmas?
What is that?
I walked over to Arcee, my bff, well we are the only femmes so we are close.
„Hey,Cee"i greeted her with a smile as i leaned on the wall next to her.
„Hi, Y/n"
„Soo what are they doing?"
„Ehh a human holiday, Christmas is called i believe"
„Ohh and what are they doing on that day?"
„I don't know, sing, sit togheter and getting presents for each other"
„Uhhh sounds intresting" i say with a smile, i love new thing, trying them is one of my hobbys.
Well i hadn't had much time since the war, always fighting to stay alive.
I wanted to be a scientist, not a bad one like Shockwave ,i just want to find out more things, creating new things.
Now i had a new feeling, something warm inside of me, butterflies in my stomach like humans say.
I know its love but what i am worried about is for who, for the mighty leader of the Autobots ,the last prime, Optimus Prime.
From all the mech that are in this universe why him?
I mean Bumblebee and Smokescreen are cool but i didn't fall for them only him.
Ughhhh!!
Arcee is smiling at me, she knows about my ‚crush'.
„Thinking about him?"
I nodded as she puts a hand on my shoulder since i am taller than her, like bumblebee just one head smaller.
I leaned to her enough so that she wouldn't fall dawn.
„Y/n?"
„Hmm?"
„Tell him"
„What?!" I said loud enough for everyone to hear.
„Cee, no" I wisphered to her.
She shrugged and walked away, i just watched her go away and from the same direction coming to me was him, Optimus.
I felt like i was going to fall down when he looked at me, i looked away hoping he wouldn't notice, he did eventualy and came to me.
„Y/n would you join me on the patrol today if you don't mind?"
His voice,Primus, i felt like...like telling him everything right now but i didn't.
„Yeah....s-sure"
We headed to the exit, he transformed into his truck and i into my a/f and we drove away, the whole time i said nothing and he didn't either.
We came back but as we steped into the room Miko yelled.
„Hah you two have to kiss!!"
„What?" I asked her as i felt getting red.
„You two are under a mistletoe, whoever are under one they have to kiss, is the rule!"
I looked over at Optimus and he looked at me.
„Miko we are not going to do that, i apologize for that"
He walked away, i was shocked but also sad.
I didn't want to cry in front of them so i ran to my room ignoring Arcees callings.
Went inside, looked it and layed on my right side facing the wall and cried, i was broken hearted.
Of course, he is a prime, why would he feel the same way i do?
He can't cuz i am not worth it, he should be with someone better, i don't matter.
I cried and cried, i was numb, filled with pain and sadness.
There was a knock on my door but i ignored it.
„N/n, let me in"
„No...please just go away....please"
I heard nothing, i think she went away.
I needed a distraction, i need to go outside, i need something to make me feel good again.
In the middle of the night, when everyone was suppose to be asleep i went on top of the mountain that our base was in, sat there and cried a little.
I looked at the stars, wishing for the pain to go away.
I just stood there not realizing that some was next to me.
Optimus was next to, a warm smile on his face but quickly fades as he sees my face, energon stains on my face, lips trembling.
He cuped my check and looked me in the eyes.
„What happed?"
I said nothing and just looked away.
I stood up and ran away, in my berthroom and cried myself to sleep.
The next day was Christmas, it was night now, i mostly spent the day in my room since i didn't want to see him.
I went out at night because curiosity got the best of me, i liked it a bit.
Everyone was there, even Ultra Magnus wich is a miracle, and of course Optimus but i didn't look at him.
I was under the door ready to go to my berthroom but then someone grabbed my hand.
It was Optimus, he looked at me with....love?
„Y/n i have always loved you, would you do me the honour of beeing my sparkmate?"
He was holding a hand up, i looked over and saw a mistletoe?
„Rules are rules"he said.
„Yes!"
I jumped on him and we kissed passionately.
We heard the other clapping and yelling.
„Yeah get your man!!!"yelled Miko as she was under us.
I picked her up and asked.
„When are you ever going to mind your own business?"
She smiled at me.
„Never!!" she yelled as she holded a fist in the air, we all laughed, Optimus gives me a big hug.
(Bonus)
„That is how we became sparkmates, love"
I told D/n as i put her to bed.
„Wowww that is awesome, i hope i will find true love like yours".
„You will dear"
As i looked behind, there was my Prime.
He came closer and stood behind me as we looked to our daughter.
„Now go to sleep dear, we love you"
We said, as we both kissed the side of her helm.
She fell asleep and we got out of her room.
Optimus holds me into his arms and hold up a metalic mistletoe.
„Rules are rules"
We kissed and went into recharge.
Woowww this was better than i expected it to be and longer, the bonus part is years later when you two have a child and Cybertron i better.Many thnx to CricketLuver for this amaizing idea and i am waiting for more requests.
