My self love journey

Acceptance : Day 1

What Is acceptance? Well everyone has there own perceptions of what it is and what it means to them in a situation. 

But what I'm trying to figure out is what does  acceptance mean to me. Does it mean accepting the fact that that one friend you were so close with decided to stab you in the back and you accept the situation and try to grow from it ? or that one person you look to when things weren't going right in your life just has a complete disregard for your feelings? How do you accept that, How am I suppose to accept that? 

-They say the way that you learn to accept things is by debunking it and trying to find the bright side to it or the positive to the situation. But its hard to accept when people do things to hurt you when you know you would never do that to them. I'm someone who loves with everything in them and always keeps the person I'm with romantically and friends with in mind when I do something. I'm not saying I'm perfect because I'm far from it , But when I tell someone I'm riding with them and only them there is not questions about it, But when it comes to me it seems like people just don't care about how I feel they just do whatever they want and  don't think How would Mia feel if I said this to her  or did this to her , and that hurts a lot because like I said I'm not perfect but I always try my hardest to keep the people in my circle in my mind when I'm going to say ,or do something especially  when it has the potential of affecting them in any way shape or from. 

-finding acceptance  is a somewhat difficult to find. My problem is that I try to find peace or even acceptance  in the people around me, And when they don't want to be my peace anymore its hard for me to bounce back and kind of be my self again.  That's something I'm trying to work on and stop doing because I've  realized that you cant always count on people to be that solus that you want or need. ou have to find that within yourself and keep it because when that person or thing is don't being that comfort place ,or done giving that acceptance that you need your left with nothing and then you have to rebuild yourself to that person you once were.

Quote: "My mission, Should I choose to accept it, is to find peace with exactly who and what I am. To take pride in my thoughts, My appearance, My talents, My flaws, And to stop this incessant worrying that I can't be loved as I am"-Anais Nin 

*I know this is a short chapter well most of them might be it just depends on what I need to get off my chest. Some of the chapters might hold  actual advice but for this one I need some advice so yea.