After 2 months of catching up with Mar he finally came to meet me.
I lived in West Virginia, and i liked it here."Mar..." i whisper shaking him lightly.
"Wha..." i quickly cover his mouth. Stupid talks way to loud.
A loud giggle left my mouth."Lets go into the woods"
"To get murdered..yeah no" he turns in the bed.
I let out a loud groan."No now" Looking at me again he smiles and nods his head.
Following like a puppy we walk out the old house, into my backyard to explore once more."Look" i say as i look over at him.
Mar can tell this is important so he listens closely."i really like you.." looking at the ground and back up at him, He smiles.
"Before you laugh at me, i just wanna say you really make me complete..i feel so safe with you.
And i don't know what life would feel like without your dumbass." A small chuckle escapes his lips."Thats ok zoe, i like you to"
I smile widely."So what does this meannnn..." i exaggerate the n in complete joy.
"I don't know what do you want it to mean"
he steps closer to me, quickly sucking in air i take a step back.
Grabbing his hand i take him to a place that helps me escape."This is beautiful" He stares at the creek with flowers just by the side.
Grabbing a flower i say, "look i know this some kindergarten stuff but whatever petal i land on determines if were in a relationship"
He laughs, "Ok zoe"
As i finish up, the last petal standing is the one that represents were not in a relationship.
I look up at him..."Thats bull crap..."
Cupping his face and standing on my tippy toes
i kiss him gently."You can live without me zoe. i know you can, because i'll always be in here"
He slaps his chest to where his heart may be."Look your not going no where and im not either dumbass, so don't talk like you are"
He looks at me with sad eyes.
Looking back more confused then ever i tried to
read what his eyes are telling me."Or are you.."
He grabs my hands."Im not saying i'm leaving, i'm jus trying to say..."
He took 8 deep breaths before continuing,
why is this scaring me?
What does he mean?"You know what lets just enjoy the time we have together.." he's still sad though.
I don't know what he's trying to hide.Were in this together...i mean after all, aren't all couples?
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Fanfictionin which a girl loses the best thing that could of happened to her.