How Do I Look? | Kaoru x Male! Reader | CrossDresser | OHSHC

Chapter one.

Chapter 1.
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(1st pov, Y/n)

"FUuuuck!.." I cry sitting up, "it was just a damn dream!" I huphed, moving my blanket to realize two things.

One, I'm covered in sweat, which I hate, but usually for these.. situations. Two, I have a 'little' problem.. that made me realize a much bigger problem.

I get out of bed on the verge of tears panicing, and set course for the living room downstairs, dressed in a long nightgown.

Upset, tired, and having woken from a dream.. I immediately sit on the couch, bringing my knees to my chest, sitting there my brain in a foggy daze.

'How did I not tell him?.. did I really accept a date without him knowing that I'm a guy?!... He's going to hate me... he'll tell the whole school.'

Lost in thought I grab the cup, which smells like my favorite tea, that's dangling infront of me.

   "He's gonna hate me..." I whisper.
Only just feeling the presence of my butler Mr. Russell sitting next to me, taking a sip of his own tea.

He must have heard me coming down stairs and made tea for us both.
    "What's wrong, son? Does it have to do with him?" I nod placing my tea on the coffee table.

"Tell me what happened, it'll make you feel better." He says smiling at me calmly.

"After I got to my homeroom class‐

-Backflash-
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I sat down and got a bit lost in thought.

'It's been almost three weeks since I started attending Ouran Highschool, and the people here I'm closest to are in the host club.

I even managed to gain a crush, but whenever I'm around him so is his protective "identical" twin.

     Everyone says they look exactly the same, and sure to an extent.
  But they're different from each other.
Hikaru can be kind sometimes, but he's mostly mischievous.

Were as Kaoru.. He's kind, compassionate, and more mature then his older brother, even if he can be troublesome, and a bit of a prankster at times.'

"Hey, what have you been up to today?" I look up and see Haruhi setting up her books on the desk beside me.

"As good as ever. You?" I question. 'Haruhi's the only person in this school who knows I crossdress. I suppose we became friends because she crossdress too, and everyone thinks she's a boy.'

     "I'm doing go-"
Kaoru cuts her off, "Hellooo Haruhi, Y/N~ how are you two doing?"

Haruhi "I... I've had better days..." Haruhi looks at floor solemnly.

Hikaru and Kaoru "What? Did something happen?" They ask with a look of concern. 

   "No really.. nothing bad happened" I say making them grow more curious then they were before.

"Yeah, but.... you guys showing up reallllllllly sucks...." Haruhi whines.

The twins just stare at us, Hikaru's look almost scoldingly. While me and Haruhi are laughing.

"I can't believe.. you went along with that!.." Haruhi says as she sits down.

    "Yeah, yeah.. we'll just have to get you two back" Hikaru threatens sitting behind me.