Just Another Fan (A Matthew Espinosa FanFic)

Chapter: 28

Andrea POV:

~Day of the date~

I was all ready.

Matt said casual, and so I picked out some Hollister skinny jeans, with a pink long sleeve shirt and a gray scarf since it was cold, I matched the outfit with a pair of black bailey bow uggs.

I grabbed my tan colored handbag and did my 'special' make up routine.

Then Matt texted me.

Mi fav Dino✨💕: Hey:) Meet me at the park in an hour 💕

Me: Okay, see yeah there🙈

-skips the hour-

I grabbed my things and made my way out to the park.

It was only 5:20 so there was still 10 minutes until Matt had to be here.

|10 minutes pass|

Matt hasn't gotten here yet, but maybe he's just running a little late...

|15 minutes later|

It was 5:45 now and he hasn't showed up. Maybe, he forgot something?

|6:15|

What am I kidding? I just got set up...

I walk back home with tears in my eyes. Maybe he doesn't like me anymore, maybe he was just dared to ask me on the date, maybe I'm always gonna be Just Another Fan.

By the time I was home I was bawling.

My makeup was ruined.
My hair was messed up.
My scarf was soggy from tears.

I got up and went to my room.

I put on a tank top and Nike shorts.

I went back downstairs and went towards my bookshelf. I got the book where I'd left my razor.

He can't really do anything about it this time...

Except, I don't want any of the other guys or Mahogany to notice, so I cut on the sides of my hips.

It only stung for a second.

I cleaned the razor off, placed it back in the book and cleaned my hip off.

I sat down looking at the ceiling.

Sometimes I wish i could just go back to being a normal fan.
But other times, all of this is worth it.

I stared up at the ceiling, while tears streamed down my cheeks.
And then, I fell into a peaceful sleep.

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Short Chapter, I'm sorry.🙈😭

✖Andrea