"It's not something I can control. It's a craving!" I yell at my mother as she walks out of the kitchen.
"I don't care Alexis you need to get out! You're scaring your brother and sister."
"It's not their skin that's being ripped up. It's mine, and they wouldn't know I was doing it, if dad didn't tell them, and he wouldn't know if you didn't tell him, and last but not least you wouldn't have known if I had locked the door." I snap at her.
"Alexis it's not right to cut and I don't want them to think it's okay. They are five, what am I suppose to tell them?" tears form in her baggy eyes and pale faces.
"Tell them the truth." I scream at her.
"You don't understand." I hear her sigh behind my closed tight eyes. "You need to have everything packed by Monday. Your dad and I will pick out your apartment tomorrow we will pay your bills for the first couple of months, till you get a job and settle down."
"So this is it you're kicking me out." I open my teary eyes, wiping them away. I'm not a baby like her. "You told me after graduation you wanted me to stay here, since I was just going to the collage here, remember?" My voice cracks.
"We can't start a family with you here bringing everyone down. The lady at the parenting classes told me to keep all negative energy away from the kids."
"So what? Am I not your 'kid'?" is she wanting to replace me. She doesn't even love me, why would I think she loves me anyways. No body loves me, no body cares about me. I'm alone in this world. "I see how it is then." I say stomping to my bedroom, slamming the door shut, and triping over empty boxes. "I have two days left in this room." I tell myself.
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Battle Scars // Cameron Dallas
Fanfiction"I can't do this Cameron! i need it. I crave the pain." I screech. the blood from my wrist trickles from my hand leaving poka dots on the cold bathroom tiles. "Alexis! You're bleeding." he runs to my arm cupping the fresh cut. Salty water touch th...
