Mafias Puppy *RE-MAKE* *FEMININE BOY*

II

The cast for Nathan^^

*knock knock*
I open the door seeing Rebecca at the door holding some bags in her hands "hey Rebecca, what brings you here so early in the mo- " "yeah move out my way, where is Felix" she says shoving me out the way, she's always hated me but Felix is happy with her so I never told him that "oh, uh he's in our room he's probably up by now..." She walked past me and went to my and Felix's room. I sighed and walked to the kitchen seeing a dry sippy cup in the dish rack so I put it away in the cabinet and some other dishes that were in there and walk to our living room.
I lay down on the couch putting my arm over my closed eyes as I feel a stream of tears leak from my eyes but I quickly wipe it away once I hear someone walk into the living room "good morning dude" I hear Felix say "hey" I say only slightly above a whisper with my arm still covering my eyes.
I hear him sigh and whisper something and I hear someone suck their teeth and then I hear heels clicking out the room and I feel steps coming closer to me and my arms being removed from my eyes revealing a worried-looking Felix in front of me "yeah?" I question "sit up for me, please?" He pleads. I sigh and sit up and I ask him what he wanted "what's wrong, did you take your medication? Did you have another hallucination? Did I do something? Cause I can tell you've been crying" He pushed "no it's nothing, just thinking is all" "*sigh* alright I'll leave you be just don't forget I'm here for you if you need anything. Rebecca and I are going out to IHOP. Call me if you need me, kay?" I nod and he leaves out the room and not too long later I hear the front door open then close.
I stand up and walk to our room and go into my closet taking out black ripped jeans, a tie-dye crop hoodie, and high top converse.
After I put the outfit on I walk out of the dorm and jog down the first flight of stairs into the exit where I was hit with warm but cold air. I walk to the nearest park, but it wasn't too busy, probably about two families and a couple I'm not sure but I sit on a swing and move my legs back and forth to get some momentum, but I don't go too fast,  I look at the sky and sigh "fuck I forgot my phone and headphones in the dorm" I murmur. I shrug and look back up and close my eyes as I feel the warm breeze hit me as I swing back and forth.

 I jump off the swing landing almost perfectly on the ground. I then let out a little giggle after I almost trip on a small rock. I start walking out of the park and decide to go to a cafe to get some coffee and maybe a muffin.

I get to the cafe and order an iced caramel latte and I sit at a table and sighs sitting my head on my hand waiting for my order. After a couple of minutes, they call my name and I get up and thank them taking it and sits back down and slowly drinks it, I feel someone's eyes on me... But I just don't acknowledge it and shrugs it off. Did I take my pills this morning?... I don't remember.

I throw my empty coffee cup in the recycling bin and I start walking to the park humming. I look back still feeling someone staring at me but I sigh and shake my head, it's in my head. I sit on the park swing and there was only a family or two at the park and I take out a pack of cigarettes from my pocket '...I forgot I had this.. good thing I have one more left' I thought tanking out the last one taking out the lighter I always keep on me and puts the cigarette in my mouth lighting it then puts away my lighter inhaling a breath of the toxic smoke taking it out my mouth breathing it out of my nose and I sigh. The other day I was thinking... Nothing bad just.. thinking.. if... if my mom died yet, she was an alcoholic.. that could've killed her.. although I don't care but.. it was a possibility...

Flashback

Screaming...a lot of it.. yelling.. echoing from the living room. I get up from my bed and peek into the living room seeing them yelling... And fighting again. He leaves.. slamming the door. My mom looks at me...she looks.. angery...no, that's an understatement.. pissed. She grabs a beer bottle breaking it "it's your fault, all your fucking fault!!" She yells and I start running back to my room as fast as I can but.. not fast enough, she slices my back making me wince in pain and she starts punching me over.. and over.. and over

I sigh... I was only eight years old, I shake my head sighing and I get up and walk back to my dorm and once I get there I just go the bedroom and sits on my bed kicking off my shoes and socks laying down, and slowly drift off to sleep.

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I

slowly open my eyes hearing what sounds like arguing then a door shuts and I sigh getting up and go to the living room seeing a crying Felix. "F-Felix? What happened? Are you okay" I say as I sit next to him on the couch and he just shakes his head and wipes away his tears and smiles at me.. "I'm fine buddy *does a small chuckle* I and the little monster broke up, she was a meanie, wasn't she? I know you were hiding something from me why didn't you tell me?" I was confused, how did he know she was being mean to me? I just sat there for a minute and said "I'm sorry... I didn't want to ruin y'all relationship, y'all seemed so happy" Felix shook his head and sighs "don't apologize, buddy, I'm happy we're over. Let's get some sleep bud" I just nod and he gets up and goes to our room putting on pajamas and lays down in my bed and I do the same laying with him and I hold him as we drift off to sleep"

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Hey everyone, I'm sorry for not writing for a while but I didn't and still kinda don't have any inspiration but I'll to write at times I can. I hope y'all enjoyed the chapter, thank you for reading :)