The thing is I dont even know why I feel so....scared....when he can't hurt me anymore I know that....so why does it feel like I can still feel his hands on my skin and lips on my neck..? Maybe I am just crazy and maybe I need to find a way to forget...even though I did at one point in time and my feelings just...up and left me to deal with this I shouldnt feel so...Strange I try to cope with it...but I can't seem find ways to...I just want someone to help me to care and I know some of my friends do....but....I feel like its forced...like I'm being too....annoying.......
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Non-FictionSometimes it starts out a lot different then you think I'm writing down my thoughts here and I'm going to warn you there are some trigger warnings but I'm also OK so please dont freak out!
