I would never change myself for the world
but you are my world and I would do anything for you
so tell me baby what do you want me to do
I'll do anything for you
so just don't leave me alone
Hug me before you're gone
because no one sticks around for too long
You made me run circles around you
look what happened now
You made me loose the last string of my sanity
Why do i still crave you so much
even when i know I'll just end up dead
even when all you do is hurt me
i'm into it so don't stop
please baby hurt me more
if it makes you happy i'll never stop
if i have to change to be loved
then i'll change baby tell me what to do
tell me what to love
tell me who to be
because the only love I get is from you
i know i say I don't fucking care but I do
no one else does
i wear my heart on my sleeve
and say i don't have one
i love too hard
i never want to free fall if
i end up hitting the ground this hard
please fix me with your love
even if it's not going to work
please don't stop
you are my drug
the one thing i need to go on
even if you never loved me
just pretend to
i always was good at lying
let me lie to myself for a while more
just till this ends
and you're gone
author's notes: I'm not suicidal yet so don't freak out if anyone I know irl reads this :)