Dear lover,

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I would never change myself for the world


but you are my world and I would do anything for you


so tell me baby what do you want me to do


I'll do anything for you


so just don't leave me alone


Hug me before you're gone


because no one sticks around for too long


You made me run circles around you


look what happened now


You made me loose the last string of my sanity


Why do i still crave you so much


even when i know I'll just end up dead


even when all you do is hurt me


i'm into it so don't stop


please baby hurt me more


if it makes you happy i'll never stop


if i have to change to be loved


then i'll change baby tell me what to do


tell me what to love


tell me who to be


because the only love I get is from you


i know i say I don't fucking care but I do


no one else does


i wear my heart on my sleeve


and say i don't have one


i love too hard


i never want to free fall if


i end up hitting the ground this hard


please fix me with your love


even if it's not going to work


please don't stop


you are my drug


the one thing i need to go on


even if you never loved me


just pretend to


i always was good at lying


let me lie to myself for a while more


just till this ends


and you're gone


author's notes: I'm not suicidal yet so don't freak out if anyone I know irl reads this :)

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 17, 2020 ⏰

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