hostage || jaeyong

thirteen,

It was a bit unnerving for Taeyong to sit across from Jaehyun, in the limo, and let those eyes scrutinize him.

He held his hands between his legs, linking his fingers and playing with his thumbs.

To say he was a bit nervous was an understatement.

That strange device over his sex was not uncomfortable when he wasn't hard, but keeping the sensation at bay seemed difficult while having the object of his desire right in front of his eyes.

"What?"

He eventually snapped to break the silence and make Jaehyun look away from him.

"I just like looking at you, is that a problem?" Jaehyun showed his perfect white teeth. "Does it bother you?"

"You know me already, you won't learn anything new about me, if you just keep staring," Taeyong mumbled.

"You are cute when you are miffed like this."

Jaehyun crossed his legs and looked at Taeyong with half-hooded eyes.

Taeyong could bet those insanely eyes could look a lot of ways, especially when their owner was taken by desire. But that was something he could only picture.

He winced. His cock apparently had its own agenda these days.

Jaehyun bent slightly and placed a hand on Taeyong's knee.

"Why are you fighting so hard? What do you have to lose?" He asked patiently.

"Everything," Taeyong said somewhat fiercely.

That seemed to surprise Jaehyun a bit.

"Really?"

"Yes, really. Plus, I don't want it."

Taeyong suddenly realized he had forgotten to deny it.

"You do want it," Jaehyun said simply while lying back in his seat. "I can understand your fear."

"So, will you leave me alone?"

Taeyong stared straight into Jaehyun's eyes when asking the question.

He could feel a claw gnawing on his chest while waiting for the answer.

Jaehyun slowly shook his head.

"No. I am not giving up on you just yet. There is... potential," his voice dropped a note or two. "I think you would be happy. This is not just about me and my desire to be all over you, getting inside you and making you scream my name."

Taeyong's heart skipped a beat while hearing Jaehyun speaking so casually about what the man wanted from him.

"This is about you. You feel lost right now."

Lost?

Taeyong frowned. His jaw tightened.

"You're wrong."

"What do you plan to do, Taeyong? Live a lie your entire life? Feel miserable just because your brother and the others do not condone homosexuality?"

"I told you I'm not..."

Taeyong couldn't bring himself to say it.

"You keep telling that to yourself. Although," Jaehyun pondered for a moment. "You may, perhaps, have a plan?" he quirked an eyebrow.

"What plan?"

Taeyong looked pretty much like the notorious cat with his whiskers soaked in stolen milk.