Jungkook's P.O.V
My vision became blur.My tears fell from my eyes as a loud sob left my mouth.
Why?Where's the old him?Is he gone?I miss every touch belongs to him.I miss his buddy hugs that he always gives me when I came back from school.Every songs that became my lullaby.The smile that was rarely faded.Now,it was just a wonderful memories.
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Jungkook woke up from his sleep as a big sighed left his lips.He looked at the clock at his nightstand and did his routine.
He put on his school uniform and let his hair fall like a coconut.
He walked to his desk and put the books into his bag.A picture caught his eyes as he was done putting the books.It was a picture of him and his parent.
All of them looked so happy.A scoffed left his mouth when he looked at his dad on the pic.
He walked passed his parent's bedroom to see the bed was empty.
It hurts him.
He walked to the kitchen and grabbed an apple from refrigerator and poured some milk into the glass.Suddenly,a pair of eyes caught his attention.
The eyes were so sad.
He ignored it and looked at his watch.He decided not to go school and just do some 'work'.
He grabbed a fork from the dining table and slowly walked to the living room.His eyes went widen to see 'it' on the floor.its body was cover with scars and blood everywhere.Jungkook bend down and spoke."Hi,my suffer puppy..How are you,huh?"
It cannot longer make a sound nor walking.Its only can crawling on the floor with tears slipping from its eyes.
Jungkook immediately attacked its cheeks with the fork harshly.
It only could let out a muffle sounds with tears slipped from his eyes.
"Is it hurt,dad?"Jungkook playfully said,pouting."You cant compared how much hurt my heart is!!"Jungkook screamed as a tear left his eye.
Jungkook felt anger burned him as he impeled the fork from his father's cheeks again and again until it was tore.His father's blood was everywhere on the floor,making Jungkook smirked in satisfied.
°flashback
Jungkook's p.o.v
"How dare you to do this to me,
So-Jin!!"my father yelled in anger.
My mom was crying hard.She was weak,defeated.."I-I didn't cheat,
Jehyun!!I swear!"my mom said,
making dad scoffed."I clearly saw you with other man yesterday.."
my dad said calmly but still in anger.I only stand there,behind my bedroom door,peeking like a coward.
"He's just a friend of mine.I bought him a present for his new baby born!"my mom explained.
Thats made my dad getting mad even more."JUST FUCKING STOP WITH YOUR STUPID EXPLAINATION!YOUR JUST A
STUPID HOE!"my dad slap my mom harshly,making my mom hit the hard table.My dad huffed in anger and stormed out of the house.
My eyes went widened as I ran out of my room to my mom.Blood running out from her head as she lifelessly lied on the floor.I fell on my knee as tears fell from my eyes.My vision became blur and my lungs hurt.I hugged my mom tightly as I kept calling her.I was scared.I was scared.I was scared.
I cant believe my mom died on my birthday.The day where I should be happy.The day where I should spend my time with my parent.
Its hurt.
And now..she's gone...
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Ever since my mom's death,I have always hated my dad.I hate him so much.For causing my mom died.For causing my mom cried.
He did nothing but hurted her.His own wife.Bullshit,right?
And me,my heart was full of revenge.Everytime I passed my parent's bedroom and my mom empty space,its always hurt.
Thats how I started abused my dad.Seeing him in pain,seeing his blood running out,seeing his tears falling down,they are so satisfying.Serves him right.
He's not my dad who I used to love,who I used to say my 'hero',
who I used to talk with,who I used to play with.No.Not anymore.And never.He's just an animal to me.
Forever.
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Five hours has passed and I felt boring seeing this animal's face.
I sighed."You are so boring dad.
You keep crying and crying.Im going to my room,bye"I boringly walked to my room,leaving my dad laying on the floor.
I sat on my desk as I took out my diary book and pencil and start writing a letter for my mom.It has been my habit since she passed away.
'Hi mom.How are you doing in there?Is it fun?Are you lonely?
Dont worry,mom.I will go there soon.I will be by your side.Dad?
Oh,he's in the living room,sleeping on the floor.You know what,mom,
the floor is cover with his disgusting blood.I know you'll be mad if you see it.He's really a troublemaker.Mom,I miss you so much.I really do.Can I just go with you?This world is really cruel and boring.I had no life ever since you gone.Mom,do you miss me?Are you waiting for me?I hope so.'
I put my pencil on my desk and walked to the balcony.The view was so beautiful from the third floor.I could see my mom's garden.It was so beautiful.
I slowly closed my eyes as wind blowed my pale skin.Suddenly,I heard a voice.A beautiful voice that I've beeb missing for years.
"Kookie,I will always waiting for you.Please know that.."
A small smile painted on my lips as my ear was blessed by my mom's beautiful voice.
Its time...
I jumped out from the balcony..
And everything went dark..
Mom..Im going to you now..
~THE END~
UNEDITED
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I know this oneshot is too harsh for kids,Im sorry😂Im just in the mood to write a psychotic Jungkook.And..sorry for any mistakes💀Bye,darl❤Have a great day😳
