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"If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them."
- James O'Barr
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I am just laying on your bed inside your room while listening to your favorite song. I can still remember the way you sing it for me.
I smiled when I heard the first line...
You can leave me
Take away all that I have
You can want me
Love me for who I am
The light from your window is covering my eyes but I wanted to live in shadows without you, my love.
Bumagon na lang ako at umupo sa gilid ng kama mo. I saw our pictures together at the top of your desk.
I just looked away...
Choices, romance
Takin' me high in the air
Flyin', so scared
Afraid not to see you again
My tears started falling into my wrist and I don't know when it will stop. It feels like burning my skin while falling from my eyes. My lips can still remember yours kissing mine.
'Cause I'm scared to death
Now that I'm losin' you...
I just turned off the music...
I can't listen to it anymore. There are no more nights that our hearts are on fire. My heart was left frozen in bed.
Your kiss is the most passionate feeling that I ever had. Your embrace is like a flame that burns my heart.
Ito ako, nakatulala at nakatitig sa salamin. I can see the reflection of a hopeless guy longing for his lover. His tears never stop falling from his eyes.
I can still feel the warmth of your embrace into my skin. I can still feel the weight of your face on my shoulder.
You know what? I badly miss the way you hug me but what happened now? I just ended up hugging myself.
I am still holding every memory that we had together. Ayokong kalimutan ka even our memories will continue tearing my heart into pieces.
I will never forget what you said...
"An angel like you never deserve someone like me."
Mali ka, Elton. You are the only one that I deserve. You are beyond perfect for me. You made me feel how lovely it is to live as a human being.
While looking at the mirror, I noticed the vintage ornament at my hair. My body hand started shaking when I tried to pull it out.
Bumagsak ang buhok ko nang tanggalin ko ang nakatusok dito. Napansin ko kung gaano katalim ang dulo nito nang masinagan ng araw.
"I'm so sorry, Elton..."
Kahit na nanginginig ang kamay ko, sinimulan ko nang idiin ito sa pulso ko. I felt nothing even there is a small cut at the side of my wrist.
I saw drops of blood into the ground. Tatlong beses itong pumatak sa sahig. It seems like I can hear its sound in every drop.
Should I continue doing this?
"You are my last hope, Elton."
My voice is cracking while I'm calling his name. Can you still hear me if I start screaming in this cage of agony?
Para akong nakakulong at hindi ko alam kung paano tatakas. I want to see you but I can't. I can still smell you inside this room. Do you miss me too?
