Stung

pictures

Everything seemed to be going wrong

Everything you did seemed to get on my nerves

The way you breathed
Or the way you walk fast when your
Mad at me

How long your phone would ring
Just for it to go to voicemail

It all kind of just got to me

Overthinking constantly

Thinking is this going to be it?

Scrolling through my Instagram

Looking for a quote to find

And that's when i saw the pictures

The ones you posted

With the caption saying "i love you"

And yeah that's dully noted

Then i saw your smile
That look on your face
You look so happy
And i know its cause i made you that way

Pictures up in my room
And souviners here to prove
Your love to me

Your jacket in my closet
And your t shirt in my droor
Thinking these sentiments
Are something i could ignore
But i can't

I could never
Build up the strength
To take down those pictures

Or to take give you back your tshirt
Or to even give you back your hoodie
Because i know that shit hurts

Because im not ready to end this
No matter how irritated i get
I know that I'll miss this
Us
Even when i call you
And i know you won't pick up

I'll miss you calling the next day
Saying sorry for not answering
But we can talk on the phone today

So I'll keep the pictures up
The souviners
The love and everything
That you left here

And remember that no matter
How much i feel today
In that moment when im angry
At the end of the day

My love for you will never change