a little bit tipsy

realization.

i woke up the next morning and looked over. next to me was daniel seavey. then i remembered. i had sex last night. i had SEX last night. me. the goody two shoes. had SEX with the local bad boy. wait wait wait. i shook daniel awake. "daniel! daniel!" he groaned and mumbled a sleepy "what" "did y-you use protection last night" that sure shot him awake "oh my gosh no y/n" i gasped. "daniel im 17 this can't happen i have school to finish and i need to go to college and and-" i was cut off. "y/n LISTEN to me" daniel said i gulped and looked into his eyes. damn where his eyes beautiful. "its going to be fine. you might not even be pregnant. chill out" "daniel how could you SAY that. never mind DON'T answer that. we're 17. WE HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED HIGHSCHOOL FOR GODS SAKE. and what if i AM pregnant. both our careers will be ruined and so will MY reputation! and you don't even care! you could care less about anything. to you im just another girl you fucked. except this time this one might be pregnant." i took and deep breath and then realized i was crying. i looked up and daniel and he looked stunned. "i dont CARE? is that what you think about me? that i just go around screwing girls and not caring about anything? for your information y/n, i DO care. i've liked you for YEARS. i was too afraid to make a move in fear of rejection. last night i made my move. and i DO care if you get pregnant. but we dont even know yet! you just need to chill and breathe." i looked at him. "chill and breathe?! CHILL AND BREATHE?! daniel i FUCKED you unprotected last night and you're telling me to CHILL and BREATHE." i stood up grabbing my stuff. "i could be pregnant and you're saying for me to chill and breathe. if you did care you'd be scared too. but you obviously DONT care." i stormed out crying and called an uber. of course daniel was right behind me. "y/n wait." i turned around. he was- crying?! the bad boy daniel seavey was CRYING? "i do care y/n. a lot. i want to be here for you and the baby if there is one. i really like you. i am scared. but being scared isn't going to make anything better. we may not be ready for this kinda commitment but i know we can do it. y/n w-w-will you be my girlfriend?" i stood there. stunned. yes i had always had a crush on him but i never thought i'd become his girlfriend. "yes daniel. yes i will." he kissed me and i kissed back. i got in my uber and went back home.

a few months later

i was over at daniels house and today i was going to take a pregnancy test. daniel's parents where home but we where in his bathroom. i peed on the pregnancy test and then called daniel in. i had the test flipped over. "do you know yet?" he asked "no dork its only been a minute" i laughed and responded. "oh. well if it's positive i was wondering if you'd move in with me. i'm getting my own house when i'm 18 and it has 3 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms. its a house my parents own but they'll put it in my name when i am old enough. we could make a nursery and i have a few name ideas if its a girl and/or a boy" he said excitedly. i admired his excitement. these last few months hes been talking about how he loves kids. "yes i'll move in with you baby. and it's been 5 minutes are you ready to look?" i asked nervously. "only if you are" he said. i took a deep breath and flipped the test over. it read "pregnant". i stood there stunned. im pregnant. im pregnant. im pregnant at 17. i snapped out of my daze and looked at daniel. he was tearing up. he had his hands covering his mouth. i finally spoke breaking the silence. "what are we going to do?!" "y/n. we're going to have this baby and take care of it. i know you may not feel ready but i promise you you're going to be a great mom. and i'm going to try to be a great dad." he said. "d-d-daniel how do we tell our parents?" i questioned. he obviously didn't think that one through. "we tell them today." "whAT? daniel are you out of your MIND? they're going to kill us." "better now then never. i say we go to the store and get 2 baby onesies. one to give to my parents and one to give to your parents." he said. i sighed. "let's go." i said going to the car. his parents stopped us. "where are you two going?" asked keri "just to the store" responded daniel. we went to the store and got the onesies (the one at the top is the one they got). we also got two gift bags and cards that say hello future grandparents! we went back up and i took another pregnancy test to make sure i was actually pregnant. of course, it was postive. we set up the presents with the onesies in a box with the card and pregnancy test and wrapped it. we put a letter and tissue paper in the bags and went downstairs. "mom dad we have a gift for you but we need anna, tyler, and christian here also." his mom looked suspicious. "okay um ANNA TYLER CHRISTIAN COME HERE PLEASE" his mom yelled out. my heart was RACING. they came down and sat on the couch. i handed daniels parents the bag. the opened the box and saw the pregnancy test and onesie. the opened the card and gasped. "daniel seavey are you kidding me?" his dad exclaimed. they read the card out loud. anna, tyler, and christian yelled "YOU'RE PREGNANT?!" i nodded. his mom hugged me and his dad did too. "are you guys mad?" daniel asked. "more confused and disappointed then mad. but we're proud of you guys for telling us. have you told y/n's mom?" keri said. "uh no but we're heading over there now" i said grabbing the second gift bag and going to daniels car. my mom wasn't going to react well. she kicked my sister out when she got pregnant at 19. my brother whos 3 is still living at home but hows she gonna react when she finds out im pregnant at 17? i didn't have a good relationship with my mom now and this is just going to make it a whole lot WORSE. we pulled up in my moms driveway and went inside the house. "hi mom um i have a gift for you but i want you and joshua to sit on the couch." i said shaking. "okay and hi daniel." my mom said and daniel waved. my mom called joshua down and i handed her the gift. as she opened it i started shaking more. when she opened the box and saw the onesie and pregnancy test. her expression turned fuming. "Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME" "hey joshua lets go outside and play a round of basketball!" daniel said as he went outside with my little brother. "mom im sorry" i said shaking and crying. "THERES NO SORRYS. YOU'RE JUST LIKE YOUR SISTER. GET YOUR SHIT. YOU CAN GO LIVE WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND. YOU'RE A SLUT. A WHORE. I CANT BELIEVE YOU. I HATE YOU. I'VE ALWAYS HATED YOU. I WISH I WOULD'VE ABORTED YOU." she screamed. she then slapped me across the face. her expression quickly turned to regret. "y/n.." she said. "no i've heard enough. you won't have to see me or MY child ever again. don't you dare be treating joshua like that. i can't believe you. i'm calling children services. you're ABUSIVE. little do you know i voice recorded the whole thing. im taking joshua." "you dont have the RIGHTS" she yelled. "I DONT CARE." i said as i ran upstairs packing as much clothes as i could and stuff for me and then i packed joshuas stuff. i went outside and told daniel that joshua was coming with us. "joshua buddy youre gonna come live with daniel and i" i said as i packed our stuff in the car. "why sissy? why you crying" he asked. "mommys mean okay?" i grabbed his booster seat and put it in daniels car. then i put joshua in the car. daniel had already called his parents and explained. we both got in the car and drove back to his house. boy is my future about to get crazy.