✿Not a Dream✿ {a Jack Dylan Grazer x Reader ff}

[chapter 2] dreams

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Jacks pic: insta post by @/we_love_jackdgrazer

Song inspo: obsessive - Chase Atlantic

Story:

3rd person POV

Together with your parents you walked into the city centre, still amazed by all the different people and all the nice shops, like clothe shops and bakerys, and especially by how pretty the flowers and plants looked on the sidewalks. L.A. was definitely prettier than you had thought and it made you forget about your homesickness for a minute.

Well, more like a second because the thoughts quickly came back as you remembered, that you had wanted to send your friends some pictures and videos of L.A.. Your mood seemed to drop and even when you looked around or up at the noon - sun, it didn't seem to help much. Pulling your phone out of the pocket of your dungarees, you looked at the time, 1PM, and then skipped through some old pictures on your phone, you had done with your friends and your class before you had left.

You stopped focusing on your surroundings, just walking with your head down as you looked at your phone screen. Suddenly someone pumping into you shook you back to reality, making you trip and fall down on your knees. Immediately you stood up, apologizing over and over again without really paying attention to the person in front of you, because you quickly had to leave again as you saw how far away your parents had already walked away.

The day in the centre of L.A. went over quickly and in the evening you were back in your bed again. Even though the day wasn't exhausting at all, you were even more tired now than yesterday. Thinking all over again about all the stuff going through your mind over the last days, it actually wasn't a surprise. You worried a lot, about how things could go over the next days and weeks. Like school, the house, making a drivers license, loosing contact with your old friends and then having to find new ones. And of course the worst of all things: having to find out all over again, which people and students are toxic and which aren't.

Today was the last, you thought. Today was the last day without school and tomorrow, tomorrow you had to go through hell all over again, hoping and wishing the day wouldn't go as bad and go over as quick as possible. With these thoughts in your head you slept in, dreaming about school tomorrow.

The halls were empty as you walked through them, looking around it looked exactly like the halls from your old school. The baby blue walls, the dark blue lockers, the wooden doors and the parquet ground together with the dimmed lights, that always used to flicker a little. Yet it didn't feel like your old school. The atmosphere was so quiet it was almost uncomfortable to you.

Suddenly a voice behind you called your name, causing you to quickly turn around. There was a figure, a girl, standing across the hallway. Her brown long hair was falling smoothly over her shoulders, her black lace strap top laying smoothly with her skinny jeans around her curves. She had a smile on her face but you couldn't recognize her at all. Out of the blue there appeared multiple people, students, in a big circle around you and started laughing.

You didn't knew why, you didn't even do something, and yet they were laughing their asses off. It was loud and it gave you a tingling noice in your ears that started to hurt. Your head started hurting so painfully you had to kneel down on the ground, the laughing around you becoming louder and louder with every second. It got so loud it turned into a ringing noice, a weirdly familiar ringing noice.

All of a sudden you opened your eyes, seeing the ceiling of your new room as you heard the alarm of your phone beside you. You groaned and rubbed your eyes, thinking about the weirdly horrible dream you just had and it immediately made you think about what you had to go through today.

Lazily you sat up, shutting the alarm off before standing up and walking over to one of your packages, that was labelled with the word clothes and another package with the same label. Opening it, there were pants in one package and shirts in the other one. For usual it didn't need you long to find some clothes but today was different. This was probably going to be the outfit everyone remembers you as, or remembers you at first, and could get to know you.

You changed your outfit like at least ten times before you finally thought it should be fine. Even though internally you still weren't sure but there was no time left to think more about it.

"Honey! Are you awake?" Your mom shouted from downstairs.

Looking at the time you were already a bit late and still not completely pleased with your choice of clothes but there wasn't any time left to change that now. Quickly you grabbed your phone and bag and all your other stuff you could need and ran downstairs. You wanted to rush immediately to the car but your mom stopped you, insisting that you should at least eat a slice bread before going to the school. Shoving the bread in your mouth with an annoyed eye roll, you and your mother walked outside and hopped in the car. It was still filled with some blankets and pillows and a few snacks, due to the fact you had probably forgot them yesterday.

The car ride was silent, only the radio playing quietly. But the city was as pretty as yesterday, the plants looking healthy and the sky blue as the sun was rising. The closer you got to your new school, the more your heartbeat seemed to increase and your hands became sweaty. Your mom parked the car in front of the school and looked over to you, giving you a soft smile.

"Should we go inside now?"

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(A/N)

Sooo this needed longer than I thought ops :,)

And sorry not sorry but no christmas chapter today guys👀 in case u wanna read some christmas jack related stuff anyway I got another and longer jack x reader ff with a self made AU and just uploaded a Christmas chapter there so if u wanna check it out 👀

Hope u guys still liked it❤