wonders of life

unexpected discovery

starting college is really exciting  at first, you learn new things meet new people, experience new stuff. it's so much different from high school you'll feel like your entering a new chapter in your life. 

it's started pretty great for me too I finally had my own place, I looked good and I had tons of new friends. there's was nothing more  I could ask for. 

" girls I swear the god if I still don't have a boyfriend in mid October  I'm given up on living what's the point really" I whine 

" seriously Charlie are you for real??? Don't you think you're exaggerating a little bit??" said Anna sighing at my ridiculous behavior. She faced palmed herself while shaking her had.  " grow up will you " she said glaring at me 

" gurl you really have a problem why you're fixating on having a boyfriend so much?? " " beside we just started college don't you think you have more important things to worry about like keeping your part-time jobs and having good grads? " said Charlyne  while sipping her Starbucks caramel frappe. 

" it's jus.... hugh I'm tired of being single I just can't !!! " I'm 21 and I never had a boyfriend !!! How is that even possible huh ? " 

" stop whining really " responded Anna " man are not that important, focus on your grads the rest will come eventually " she added  tapping on my shoulder 

" But still it's sucks" i said slamming my face on the table. I know it's stupid but I really feel depressed about being single. i though that after starting college my life was going to change that I could finally become the personne I always wanted to be, that I could do everything I always wanted to do, have everything I ever wanted. But still no boyfriend, it made me feel so jealous of people that were in relationship even n-knowing that Charlyne finally had a boyfriend made me so envious. I watched tons of romantic Korean dramas during summer and it really made me obsessed about romantic relationship. I want one so much I feel like I could die.