Classroom of the Elite Ayanokoji's Girlfriend

Chapter 4

Luna POV

It seems I was right, Horikita's mouth got her in trouble yet again causing all the boys to leave.

"Horikita, no one's going to study with you if you act this way." Kushida says.

"Yes I can see that I was mistaken. I realize now that I was wasting my time in fruitless endeavor." Horikita says back.

"You mean.." Kushida started.

"I mean that if they're going to hold us back, it's better that they drop out as soon as possible." Horikita says.

"Ah, I see. I'll work something else myself, I promise I will. I really don't want to have to say goodbye to them so soon. I don't want to abandon them, I think you feel the same way. That's why you started this study group right?" Kushida says.

"If you're saying that in all sincerity I don't mind. But, rather.. what did you really come here for? Did you come here to sabotage me?" A small smirk comes to my lips maybe she isn't as dumb as the rest of toys here.

"What do you mean I don't understand. How can you be so comfortable saying such hostile things? It makes me feel so sad..." Well she's an amazing actor that's for sure. I watch her as she leaves.

"Let's go." I say getting up and taking his hand.

~~

"What's wrong?" I ask hugging him from behind when he sits up having my naked chest against his naked back.. yes our relationship consists of a lot of sex if you haven't noticed by now.

"I need something to drink." He says getting up making me frown.

"Ok." I say using the sheets to cover myself as he starts getting dressed.

"I'll be back soon, do you want anything?" He asks and I shake my head no before he walks away and I lay down on his bed face down wrapped in his sheets. I never noticed how isolated we were until now, how people being around us, around him affects me. How dependent I am of him, how I want his attention all to myself.. maybe because now I've to share it with others, because his attention.. ever since the day we met has belonged to me and his training. 

I look at my cloth and decide to get dressed and head to the vending machines just to see him handing Horikita a drink making me bite my tongue and turn around heading to my dorm slamming the door behind me with a small sob leaving my lips. I walk to the bed getting the sketch book and open it, painted pictures of Kiyo and how I imagine us sometimes, making out, sleeping together, hugging. Then I come to a specific page it was of the first time I saw him smile, that moment was forever recorded in my mind and it was the moment I knew I loved him.. now that I think about it.. he's never said he loves me.

I pass the page and a tear falls from my eyes and I whipe it away. Our wedding I captured his eyes perfectly in that moment, just like I remember them, his lips forming a small smile as his hand was on my cheek. I caress the drawing before going to the next one one where he was pinning me to the wall with his expressionaless face close to mine as I blush with my hands on my face as his lips kiss my hand. Funny, he's not one to do much PDA, I think the only couple thing we've done was the pool thing where he hugged me from behind or the time at the bus getting here.

The only thing we ever do together is have sex.. and he doesn't even seem to mind. Why would he? I guess I'm just over thinking stuff again, I'm suppose to be a machine. Someone who'd do anything to achive a goal but even though I passed all the test my personaliy.. well I guess it did suffer but after meeting him it somehow started coming back, I could act somehow normal when I was with him and I think that's why I fell in love with him.. have I ever told him that? Told him I love him? We got married, we made a promise to each other that day to be with each other no matter what.. yet we've never said the words to each other.

It's scary, knowing how deep in this hole we are and have skipped over the basics of it. I guess that's what happens when you're in a that place. I sigh closing the sketch book and laying my head in the pillow wishing his hands were around me. 5 years knowing each other, 1 and a half years of relationship, half a year of marrage.. I feel like he's been there all my life instead.

"Hey." My head snap to look at the door and there he was, he closed the door behind him locking it and I place my head on the pillow again.

"What are you doing here?" I mumble to the pillow just loud enough for him to hear.

"Well I went back to my room expecting you to be there waiting for me and instead found only but your phone on my desk. Figured you had to be pretty upset to leave it behind." He says as I hear him place something on the table, probably the phone before walking to the bed and I feel his fingers rest on my back soothing it making me shiver.

"Is this how you see us?" I hear him say causing my head to snap up and look at him just to see my sketch book on his lap opened while his eyes inspect the picture making me blush.

"Maybe." I mumble laying back down to hide my blushing cheeks. I feel his hand pull away from my back and after a minute of silence I felt him lift me up and placing me on top of him laying down causing my eyes to widen in surprise looking into his and one of his hands was placed inside my shirt laying his hand on my bare hip and his other hand on my cheek.

"I love you." I hear him say causing my eyes to widen more and then I remember the last drawing I did.. it was of us in this same possition with a bubble coming from him saying 'I love you' with a little heart.

"I love you." I say back stunned by his actions just before his lips touched mine in a sweet kiss.