One shots (boyxboy)

Gabe Part two

Its been 4 months since my suicide attempt. My parents kicked me out after I finally came out to them. My dad still keeps in touch, sending me money every now and then. I don't think he minds me being gay that much. Its just my mum. Luckily, I had turned 18 a week before... Well, You know, so I could get my own flat.

Gabe, after concluding that it wasn't right for me to live alone, moved in with me. I'm not stupid though. I know he's just making sure I don't try to kill myself again. I can tell with the way he watches me, checks on me, searches through my drawers, although he doesn't know I know about the last one. I don't know whether to be pissed off or amused at his attempts to keep me alive. If I really wanted to die. I would be dead by now. I think one of the reasons I'm trying to get better is because of Gabe. I still like him, In love with him even. I blame it on him. I swear he tempts me on purpose. I think he knows I like him.

I guess you could say things were okay, but that's your point of view. Every ones point of view. I'm still broken, still healing. I hate everything about myself, but I'm getting a little better. I just need to wait for the rest of these feelings to disappear. Everyone assumed that I was better only a week after I was discharged from the hospital. They don't understand that it doesn't just go away. But I'm good at faking. Good at pretending I'm okay. That's all that matters, right?

Gabe's POV

He thinks that he's fooling me. That I don't know. But I do. I know he still cries at night. I know he's still hurting. I just wish I could help more than I am right now. I try to watch over him but there is only so much I can do right? I wish I could make him see just how beautiful he is. I wish I could make him see how much I like him. I know I tease him a lot. I think its my own messed up way of being close to him. Well. Its almost 1 in the afternoon . Maybe I should see if he wants to hang out...

Brayden's pov

I didn't hear Gabe knocking on my bedroom door over my extremely loud music. I didn't hear him sneak up behind me. Not until I turned around and tripped over his feet, which were way too close to mine. I turned off the music and stared at him. "Does your music have to be so loud?" He groaned. "Yes, yes I believe it does" I grinned. He glared at me before smiling. "Want to hang out?" Do I? "Sure, why not. What do you have planned?" "Um...Nothing. We could always go to the fair?" "Na, Its too cold outside, How about a movie?" "I don't really fancy paying a shit ton of money for a film and snacks when we could do it here for free" Gabe said. "Well why don't we? You pick the movie and I'll grab the snacks?" He grinned before rushing out of my bedroom. "I'm going to take that as a yes!" I called after him. I heard him laugh in response. I changed into a pair of sweats and had a debate with myself on whether I should put a shirt on. In the end I chose not to. I walked into the living room where Gabe was setting up some horror movie. "Good choice. I Love horror movies" I grinned. He muttered something under his breath but I didn't quite catch it as I was already entering the kitchen to grab some snacks. "Popcorn and Crisps okay for you?" "Yeah, grab a couple of cokes out of the fridge as well" "On it" I said, making my way over to the fridge.

After splitting the popcorn into bowls and grabbing the crisps and cokes, I made my way over to the couch and plopped onto it.

Gabe's POV

"Shit, Fuck, fuck fuck fuck" I cursed a couple of more times. Sounds cheesy but I was really hoping he hated horror movies. Oh well. Never mind. I looked at the back of the film I picked. It was about some kid being possessed or some shit. Great. So much for him hiding behind me, Looks like I'll be ditching the cool and taking on a not so brave persona. I grinned, at least I'll get to be close to him. Putting the DVD in the player, I got up, grabbed the remote and sat at on the couch, accidentally sitting on Bray's hand. "Dude, if you wanted to touch my ass, all you had to do was ask" I winked. He glared at me, and turned towards the TV. I quickly got up and dimmed the lights, knowing i'd regret it later. I got comfortable on the couch, resting my head in Brayden's lap and turning towards the television before he could say anything. Half way into the movie and I was clinging onto Bray's hand facing away from the television. I could feel his body shaking with laughter and I got up and straddled his lap, shifting a little and accidentally brushing our crotches together. I heard Brayden suck in a breath and had to stop myself from groaning. What was I doing again? Oh right. "Its not funny, dickhead. I hate horror movies" I groaned. Brayden smirked. "Then why are we watching one? I would have been happy watching Harry Potter or something" "Because I wanted you to cuddle up to me" I mumbled. "Sorry, what was that?" "I wanted you to cuddle up to me for fucks sake. Happy?" I said, getting off his lap. He grabbed my wrist pulling me back down so I was laying on the couch with him on top of me. I quite liked the position actually, but if Brayden wasn't careful, i'd end up taking him right here. "What do you mean? Do you like me or something?" He demanded. I closed my eyes, deciding to just go with it and tell him. "Maybe. Ya'know, like a little bit. Or...um. Like a lot" I blushed. He grinned and leaned forward, kissing me lightly on the lips. "I like you too, dickwad." I looked up at him, vaguely aware of his crotch almost touching my own. I wrapped my arms around his neck, bringing his head back to my own and capturing his lips, Licking his lip, he let me in and my tongue invaded his mouth, softly stroking my tongue against his. He groaned and started rubbing against my jeans, making me hiss and break from the kiss. "Brayden, if we carry on, I'm not going to be able to stop." He smirked, rubbing faster and bringing my lips back to his own. I lowered my hands to his waist and slipped my hands into his pants, grabbing his ass, noting that he wasn't wearing anything underneath his sweats. By this point we were both grinding into each other, moaning at every touch. I lowered my lips to his neck, nibbling and sucking, probably leaving a couple of hickies. Deciding that it wasn't enough, I flipped us over, which i tell you, Isn't easy to do on a couch. I pulled his sweatpants down, watching his dick spring free and stare up at me. Lightly blowing on the tip, I licked his shaft before wrapping my lips around the tip. Brayden was squirming around underneath me and I delighted myself in the fact that it was me making him feel this good. I played with his balls, while sucking on his dick, taking the full 7 inches into my mouth. Bray put his hands in my hair, tugging on the strands and making me moan around his cock. "Gabe, I'm gonna, ugh, I'm gonna-" I swallowed his load and sat up, wiping my mouth. I took his hand and led him into my bedroom. Closing the door behind me and pushing him onto the bed. I straddled his lap and looked at him. "Brayden, I know you're still hurting. But I promise to do everything I can to help you get better. Ever since I found you in that bathroom all I can think is that no matter what, I never want to see you that broken and fragile again" I picked up his arm, kissing his scars gently. "I don't ever want you to take a razor to your wrist again. If you ever feel like doing it. Hurt me instead. Take a knife to my wrist. Anything but yours. If you'll take me, I would really like to be able to call you my boyfriend, and also be able to fuck you anywhere in the apartment but we'll get to that later" I winked. I wiped away the tears that had started falling down his cheeks and kissed him lightly. "I'm gonna need you to say yes ya'know because I've got a massive hard on right now, and its getting slightly painful" "Of course its yes you idiot" Brayden grinned. "And that was the sweetest thing I've ever heard. But if for one minute, you think you're sticking that dick in my ass then you've got another thing coming" He said, laying back and flipping us over. "We'll see about that" I smirked, capturing his lips in a forceful kiss.

And I spent the rest of the day having sexy time with my boyfriend. And yes. I'm definitely a top ;)

Brayden's POV

Its been two weeks since me and Gabe got together, and I'm the happiest I've ever been. Don't get me wrong, I'm not completely healed just yet. But I think I'm getting there, and for the first time, I actually want to have a future. After mentioning that I'd like to cover the scars on my wrists with tattoos, As a really late birthday present, Gabe has taken me to a tattoo parlour to get them covered. When the tattoo artist was nearly done, I asked him if he could write a word on the bottom of each wrist, which he agreed to.

I met Gabe outside after I'd finished and he took me to a coffee shop, where I showed him the tattoos. "Sectumsempra. What does that mean?" He asked. I smiled "Its from Harry Potter. We'll watch it tonight so you can see what I'm referring to" He looked at me with a confused look. "Sure, but if its something weird like my name in wizard language then I'm going to poison you with cat food" "Its not your name you idiot, I've booked us both in for name tattoo's next week" His face visibly paled. "Y-you. You did what?" I laughed "I'm just kidding, I know you hate needles" "Its not that, its just...I already have a tattoo for you" I looked at him and blinked."I'm sorry what?" He reached and pulled down his sock, showing me a small cat tattoo. "His names Brayden...Can you see the small B on his collar?" I looked closely and sure enough, there was a B on the cats collar. But the tattoo was perfectly healed which means its been there for a while. "Gabe, when did you get that done?" "Uh, A year ago" "A YEAR AGO?!" I shouted. "You didn't even like me then" "Actually, I really did. You were too busy staring at the captain of the cheerleader team to notice me ever staring at you though. Which is weird now that I think about it because you're gay..." He trailed off. I started giggling, "You thought I liked Susanna? Didn't you ever find it weird that I only ever stared at her when she was with you? I was looking at you, idiot. And whenever you looked at me I always averted my gaze to her so you wouldn't beat me up for being a homo." "You mean to say, we could have been together over a year ago?" " Yeah I guess so" He laughed and put his head in his hands. "Damn it. We've wasted a whole year" " Yeah we have" "I guess we're going to have to make up for it then" He said, his eyes darkening with lust. I grabbed his hand, dragging him out of the coffee shop and heading towards our home. "Yes. We really do"

The end.

(AN) Hey Guys, sorry I'm so shitty at uploading. I've been going through a bit of a rough patch lately and its affected my writing a lot. Luckily, I'm getting better now and already have two one shots in the makes. Also, anyone who has requested a one shot, can you message me privately with your request? That way its easier to keep track of them.

Tata for now, See you later my lovelies.