They are pulling me, dragging me into a white van , I'm scared what's happening my mom is crying and I'm so confused .
"Mummy stop them ,don't let them take me away I love you " that's what I'm screaming and at the same time struggling.
Do you remember when you told me that if anyone tried to take me away from you I should take my life because no one is meant for me except you.
If you don't, I do and I remember it so vividly and that's what I'm going to do. I'm able to free myself and was able to get a stick lying around.
I'm flogging myself my mum is screaming everyone is trying to stop me and at that moment I realized that it ain't working then immediately I ran Inside and without thinking I took the whole bottle of poison I bought when you told me you needed It to deal with some business.
I feel very choking if I don't make it I hope you remember something
I LOVE YOU
