forbidden love

~changes~

i need a new start away from all of this the gang is the reason mom isn't here anymore i need to get away from new york and they can't find me

After a while of over thinking amirah decides to go to sleep her mind is swirling with thoughts about the gang and the chances of people finding out and getting her killed but she can't do this anymore .. she can't live knowing that her family's legacy is the reason her mom is gone
her heart throbs in pain as salty droplets of emotional pain streams down her cheeks everything is a blur
mom never would have wanted this for me
her thoughts are interrupted by the ringing of her phone
she looks to see an unknown number and knocking at her door

Amirah: "FUCK" she whispers
they found her and her dad is back in town
she gets her bag and packs anything she would need
the knocks get more aggressive and the click of a reloaded gun teared into her silence
unknown person: "amirah you can't run away from this it's your legacy don't refuse it otherwise you will face the same consequences as your whore mother! OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR AND GIVE US THE MONEY"
with tears streaming down her face she grabs the lighter and sets fire to her room there is no other way but to get rid of everything no one can know where she is
this is a drug war and i didn't sign up for it
she climbs out of the window seeing the flames consume everything she once knew
she runs faster and faster not looking back as the fire continues to spread ..

she only has one person to call
she quickly dials his number her heart pounding hoping he will pick up
someone answered .
his warm voice says : "hello who is this "

Amirah:"Samy please i need you they found me again i did what you said i'm at the rosewood avenue"

Samy:" mira slow tf down where have you been ? one of my guys will get you and take you to the airport and get you to new jersey REMEMBER TO KEEP A LOW PROFILE ISTG IMMA KILL HIM HE CANT DO THIS "
amirah : "SAMY i can handle it i needed to hide but they found me again 😖
I can see miguel i have to go before they realise i'm gone i love you "
Samy:"Amirah istg i cant lose you i love you too bubba stay safe i'll see you real soon "
Amirahs POV:

i make my way to the airport and sit on the plane my mind swirls in confusion
i don't wanna be involved with this bullshit anymore i can't wait to start fresh
i need to get out of this dark hole it's consuming me whole
my thoughts trail off and my eyelids feel heavy
i drift off to sleep