I open my eyes.I blink.Maybe I didn't have to do that,not now when i dont know what my purpose in life is and what conditions I must meet.Time passes quickly by me and I forget what i have to say.Now,I close my eyes.I made a big mistake.I'm trying to fix it but I don't know how .I look in the past,I look in the future.I don't see anything.I know I was wrong,but why is life turning against me?I don't want to forget anything,I don't want to lose anything.What happend with me?