𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘵 <billie eilish>

Chapter 10

She remembered me.

We talked for a bit.

She makes me feel so uncomfortable.

I don't feel judged at all.

I could see her eyes sparkle every time i mention music.

Her passion for music is so inspiring.

She asks me about what i like to do.

I look down in distress, and whisper a small "drawing"

She chuckles, and puts her finger under my chin and lifts it up, she looks at me straight in the eye, and says "nothing to be ashamed of luv"

I was about to burst in tears.

She doesn't know what happened.

No one does.

// // //

<past>

"Mom!" I exclaim.

She lazily looks up at me.

"Look, i drew you and dad and me!" I proudly point at the drawing.

She scrunches her nose before saying
"What is this crap?, come on anna you can't draw" she disapproves.

My heart shatters and the sparkle that was placed in my eye disappeared and was replaced with tears.

I remember what i promised that night.

I promised myself to never show my drawings to anyone anymore.

// // //

<present>

"Anna?" billie questions.

Dang it, I'm crying.

"ah yeah nothing's wrong" I quickly erase my tears.

She frowns.

Next thing i feel, was two warm arms wrap around me.

She's hugging me.

I hug her back, and let all the tears I've been holding back all these years fall.

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long chapt hehe

Hope you enjoyed *scratches head*