I'm scared to find out my past
I feel anger through my veins
He is responsible for everything, but he feel no shame, he isn't guilty
I can't recognize, but it still tortures me
I'm taking natural supplements to stay calm
But I don't think it work
I want to love the body
The personality
But I don't even have one
I wish I could be 15 again
I had friends and I loved myself
I have forgotten it all
I don't feel like me
Is the future going to feel the same?
Then why I still up?
I don't want to hurt my mom
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NonfiksiSometimes my eyes hurt of reading too much, and writing is the only media to let it out. It doesn't matter ifs my words are read by wrong people, this is not aimed at someone in particular.