here is some of the rest of my story! i hope you enjoy it! :Dx
Dear diary,
the next day at work, the day i applied for the job of my dreams. as i headed down the cold, clammy corridor all i could feel was eyes, burning into my flesh as i wandered precariously around the corner where no other radio opereators had ever dared to venture before, the Officers room. i began to advanced down the hall, heading straight to my destination, attempting to run away from glaring eyes of the colleague's i hardly knew. i had to get away from staring eyes if Jamie wasnt to find out.
i entered the Officers room. he glared at me with innocently intrigued eyes. i couldnt stand looking into his eyes for more than a couple of seconds, i felt like i would fall into the deep pupils that seem to go on forever.
"what can i do for you then?" he askes me questioningly
"im here to apply for the job opertunity of my dreems... to become a war spy!" i exclaim in my strenest voice, trying to put across the message that i was serious about the application.
However, despite my increadlbly serious voice, vast amounts of rapturous laughter escaped his increadibly rotund belly through his rather large, plump lips. his body squeeled and wobbled around in his chair with laughter while i was stood directly in front of him, glaring evily back at him. he didnt understand the seriousness and sincerity in my voice, he couldnt stop laughing. all i could think was, what would jamie thing of this? was this another of my mistakes? is this the end of my career as i know it? is this the begining of a new life for me? success or failure? he managed to answer all my qusetions in one as his next word were:
"NEVER! you will never get it for multiple reasons. one is that you are undrequallified, two is that you have not been trained up properly and three we need as many radio operators as we can possibly get, you are helping the war perfectly well doing the good job you are doing now."
with those words of wisdom, i was lost for words. so all i could do is direct a secret scowl in his direction and proudly carry myself, head held high, out of his overpoweringly mahogony covered room. of course i slammed the door on my way out and raced my way back around the corner, past the ever staring eyes that will forever burn me in my mind and back through the cold clammy corridor that just makes the burns sink even deeper into my head. i couldn't help running. i ran and ran, through the corridors like a motor bike on a beautiful country road. as fast as i could. all i could think was why am i running away? i have to stand up to my fears? my boss? i had to sort myself out. i had to sit down and relax and figure out what to do next. i wasnt going to lose that job, i wasnt going to let him or anyone else stand in my way. not anybody, not anything.
please read my next chapter...the best is yet to come! i will realy appreciate it if you read, comment, vote or fan! pleease! :)xx
