I'm not sure on how to go about this so i've decided to leave it here im not feeling mentaly alright I've been feeling lonlier than usual but its not just that my thoughts have been getting progressively more violent and sadistic. The problem is I can't make emotional connections well and because of such i don't feel like i have anyone i can truly talk to about how im feeling i was able to do this stuff in private and have it dealt with like that but i haven't gotten proper privacy in a while it's all just a bit much for me at the moment no one seems to have noticed either which is a good thing i guess as im not really willing to talk about it hence why im typing this on a story not many will read
