She Is Ours #wattys2020

40.Lone Wolf.

"Tae!" Your heart skipped a beat to see him crying. Those playful eyes which always gave you lascivious stares were shedding tears one at a time. Though you didn't love him , he still inhabited a corner of your heart to be worried about his tears.

"Why are you crying Tae?" you asked caringly while wiping those teardrops from his cheek.

"I really love you Y/n and i feel overwhelmed to have you in my embrace. I've never felt the warmth of a women , in my whole life. Once I had, but that was all a lie . But having you right in my arms, it feels so good . I feel at peace . It feels so complete that I don't desire anything else except for you." Taehyung's hoarseness brew in brittleness sent shivers down your  spine.

Your mind stopped working  after hearing  his confession . There wasn't any sign of falsification. Those words came straight from his heart. All you felt was grateful , because you are able to provide happiness to a soul that longs to have you . At the same time you felt worse because you can't provide what the soul wants. But you can be present to lessen his pain , the pain that he shares with you now.

"Tae , I don't know who she was or what she did . I won't fabricate anything.  I won't be able to reciprocate the feelings that you have for me  but I would definitely treasure it. I can't promise my love but I can promise that I would support you in your distress Tae."

"Y/n! You have no idea how comfortable your words makes me feel. I failed in all my attempts to make you fall in love with me. But you effortlessly , unintentionally made me fall in love with you each and everyday."

Your eyes glistens out of tears that were on the verge of pouring out. You couldn't help but look at his eyes full of truthfulness. It awed you to feel his love .

"You know Y/n I've been alone all my life. I was like a lone wolf , struggling . Nobody was there with me. No one . But now I feel lucky that I have you . And I don't want to lose you. Even if you won't love me the way I love you." Taehyung burst into tears infront of you.

"Taehyung  your p-parents...?"

"I have always been alone  Always ."

You heart ached to see him cry .  You removed those few tears left on his cheek.  And willingly wrapped him in your arms . While he snuggled up on your chest wrapping up your waist and pulling you closer to his body . You wrapped your arms around him sliding your hand under his neck . Not feeling the urge to push him away all of a sudden. You had never imagined that he suffered this. You understood him. Even though your parents were there, you always felt alone  . And here this guy he has no one.

Since the time you realised that these boys are madly in love with you,you have alway felt guilty  And you feel guilty now as well. You can't promise him your love but you could support him as a friend event though he won't accept it. Your heart that was turned stone for him softens . And you don't think about anything else except for consoling him.

"Y/n," he uteered your name in the sweetest manner.

"Yes, Tae,"

"You will stay the night ,  right?"

"Yes, I will."

"You don't mind me wrapping you up in arms , right?"

"*sighs* No,  I don't . Now sleep  Don't worry. We all are there for you "

"I love you Y/n."

"I don't love you Tae ."

The guy chuckled and closes his eyes while you wonder why it feels so comfortable all of a sudden. When you have always despised him these two years. There is Jimin, your only love . And here , them.  Time after time they have been successful to awaken the suppressed feelings that you buried for them. Every time  , when they kiss you ,  the time at the park and now.