Anguish Of Love *H.S*

Chapter 4

*Beatrice's P.O.V*

I had so many thoughts running through my mind. I was so flustered. I played with the hem of my top having mixed emotions. As soon as everyone left the room, it was just me and Azalea. What the hell was that? Why would he point me out to everyone and make a fool out of me, Not to mention Louis is going to beat the living daylights out of him. I can feel it, He's going to be so pissed off once he finds out Harry and I had a literal conversation whether it be indirect or direct. Well, I am not going to that stupid party anyway.

Azalea and I got up from our seats and made our way towards the corridors where at this point I look over at Louis and see that his eyes are harsh and he looks as if he is going to yell at me sooner or later.

"So Tris, You're going to that party then?" Azalea had her eyebrows raised and was surprised at the thought of me going to a party. I shook my head, " No way, you know how I feel about parties.I don't even know why he is expecting me to come." "C'mon! Its only one party. It won't matter and I promise you that we will have so much fun." I consider the thought. Maybe it might be fun, only one party, only one party won't hurt.

I see Louis making his way towards us  just as Azalea provokes me to go. "You're not going" I hear his raspy voice, simple yet effective."Why not, give it a rest Louis, I'm not a kid i can make my own decisions." The thought of Louis ceasing me from doing what I want to do builds up the rage throughout my entire system, I will not be controlled by anybody especially not my boyfriend, I experience enough of this at home.

He nears closer to me and grabs hold of my wrist.

"I mean what i say, You are not going Tris." I try to wriggle out of his grasp, i look over to Azalea who's eyes are now filled with anger and worry.I try to push him off but its of no use, his arms are way bulkier than my stick like ones. "Look Louis, it hurts please let go." i cried out. I feel as if he is going to rip away my wrists from my arms. "Promise me you wont go to that jerks party!." He raises his voice even louder, scaring me. A sudden force pushes me lightly away from Louis' arm and towards Azalea's.

I look up to only find Harry holding the collar of Louis' shirt with Louis' back against the wall.Oh how the tables have turned.  "Don't you dare, fucking touch her like that. Ever." Harry's eyes are full of rage and his chest is rising up and down rapidly.His voice, It's not as sweet as it usually is .I bite my lip both in worry and agony as i try rubbing the marks Louis has left on my wrist. Harry then shoves Louis away and blocks me from his view. I hear Jason cursing in a very low tone even though it was totally audible, he walks away as if nothing happened. 

"What the fuck was that!" Lea exclaimed concerned and caring as I pull away from her hold. I just shrugged it off and straightened my top and hear Harry's soft,smooth and silky voice,"Hey, are you okay?" His eyes are as soft as his voice, glistening. It makes me wonder how fast he can change his moods in a splick of a second. He begins to cup his hands around my face but just as he was about to I flinch away.  He frowns, obviously confused. "Im good, if it wasn't for you i would of got my ass beaten up." I let out a slight sigh. He looks at me confused,as if trying to make out something afar distance. Lea coughs beside us, bringing us both out of that  intense staring.

"See you at that party, Harry."

I leave him a bit dazzled and confused but as i turn around once more i see a smirk appear on his face. 

As Azalea and i started to make our way towards the next lecture, which we obviously had together, she turned her head towards me and asked,"So whats up with you and that Harry kid?" I try searching at the back of my head for an answer, no hope. I honestly have no idea why he bothered to help me in the first place, i was recently a bit harsh with him. He and I have barely spoken so i dont know how he reacts in certain circumstances. I wonder why he specifically invited me to his supposedly bestfriends party. I didn't answer her question because im still in doubt. She completely understood my silence and we did not  talk for the rest of the walk. 

As we take our seats she looks over to me and says, "Well we should go shopping for dresses if we want to look as flawless as ever at the party babe " I let out a loud  chuckle as the entire class looks at me with judgemental looks. I smile sweetly at her before the lesson begins.

The lesson was not so engaging, we just introduced ourselves to each other and the professer had given us a brief introduction on what to expect for the entire semester. I only took biology for the experience really, although i still want A's, Im not a perfectionist but if i have to ill work my ass off. 

I feel like if i do good in my education, my dad would love me rather than abusing me all the time. Im shitting myself arent i? thats never going to happen. 

I get up as soon as the professor dismisses the class and myself and Azalea walk out the class. "So are you going to talk to Louis?" Azalea says. "Uh, after what just happened i really doubt so, But i may have a word or two with him. It really scared me and I can't be dealing with anything like that." Im actually super anxious to enter the next hall for the next lecture as he in it. 

 I look at her as I walk out of the classroom. "I will talk to him in English" I  sigh. She walks with me with anticipation and the thought of breaking up with him keeps going through my mind.  I go over the question in my head. What he did in the corridors was definitely not necessary, and the bruises he left, This is just going to scar me for life.  I don't want to risk an abusive relationship. That can never happen, I cant handle my husband being abusive as well as my dad.  Well if he ever lays his hands on me again or performs such a violent act against me i wouldn't bother negotiating with him and just walk out his life, I will end it then and there.Azalea  hugs me before walking off to her lesson while i take a deep breath entering my next lecture hall. 

AN//

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