The sweethearts are on fire

Monday 12th December 2019

Dear diary,
I walked to school normal today. Eggs thrown at me, girls shouting "FRIDGE FRIDGE". I don't know how much longer I can deal with them its getting tiring and childish. I've always been the "ugly one" but I never get why? I look at myself in the mirror and I always think why can't I be like the "sweethearts"? the sweethearts are the popular girls the bitches in my view. I used to be one, then I was "kicked out" for being quiet and weird. I always wonder what life would be like if I stayed and was pretty. I will never know
~Ophelia

Tuesday the 13th December
Dear diary,
Today wasn't any better last night I cried my self to sleep I probably ended up having 1 hour "sleep" School is always the same nothing is different, teachers are always oblivious and the "sweethearts" are always bitchy. I just wish I could be like them happy all the time and rich. My family can't even barley afford to get beans our plate let alone a pizza party with the "girls"
I'm home alone right now and all I'm doing is crying. Mum won't be back till 11pm ...____ wait someone's knocking I'll be back______
________________________________________________________________ a man just knocked at my door he was kinda creepy tbh he told me if I could wish for anything what would it be. I told him to stop the bullshit and shut the door but he kept knocking...I told him "I WANNA BE LIKE THE SWEETHEARTS THERE HAPPY NOW?" He then like turned around really slowly and flew yes he flew. I don't know if my sleeping pills are making me hallucinate or not but WHAT THE FUCK
~Ophelia

Wednesday 14th December
I woke up today not tired.......help....... I'm in Freya's body and her house..... Freya is the leader of the "sweethearts" WOW I LOOK SO PRETTY!!! I was starving tho I went downstairs to the fridge and Freya's mom shouted at me. She was sitting on the sofa drugged up? Drunk? I don't even know, I looked at the time "4.45" I shouted out really loud. I didn't know what to do what do you do??? Is she in my body.... I decided to act normal and look at the to do list this was it

4.50 wake mom up
5.00 Cary mom to room
5.05 brush moms teeth
5.10 give mom a bath
5.20 cook breakfast
5.40 wake up Jack, will, poppy
5.50 get them too eat breakfast
6.00 check on mom dry her and wash her hair
6.20 get the boys and poppy dressed, hair and washed
6.50 get them to watch tv
7.00 put mom to bed
7.10 have a shower
7.20 dry hair and do makeup
7.50 go food shopping today I have $____
Some point leave food in fridge for mom
8.10 walk to school with siblings
8.30 take my anger out on some unpopular girls

Im so shocked I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw it SHE ISNT PERFECT AT ALL!!! I couldn't believe it like I couldn't