When Vampires and Shape-Shifters Mate

Jasper

We have lived here for a few years now. Where you might ask, well Forks, Washington; if your curious. The most wet and insignificant Place there is in the state of Washington. But perfect for Us. The Cullens. Why you might ask? Because of the clouds and the rain. It was were we come every 75 to hundred years.

To me it was boring as hell. Nothing to do unless you hunt. So we went to the local high school and got enrolled. I thought it was a stupid idea, but my vote didn't matter when Alice had seen everything being okay, and Edward backed her up. Now we go to my personal hell on earth.

School.

Humans.

The blood.

I wanted nothing more than to stay at home most days. No one trusted that I wouldn't kill an innocent child. Though because of my past I had better control then The whole coven put together. But I was new to the animal diet. So I was pretty much babysat. Eddie and Alice both took great pleasure in babysitting me. The great Major to be babysat by children who thought they could keep me in line. If I wanted to kill my family/coven mates couldn't stop me.

When we are home it's either reading, watching tv, or hunting in the near by forest. Basically to escape into my own world. And I hated hunting as a group. No one really left me alone. I was tired.

School is necessary though. It was were my mate is. My mate Angela Webber. The local preacher kid. She was shy and quiet. Kind. Funny. Beautiful. I wanted nothing more than to be close to her. But I wasn't sure I'm ready for that yet. That's why I watch from afar. But most days I just dream about talking, holding, kissing, and claiming my mate. I needed her.

Emmett hit it off with his mate right away. Seeing as  they were mating within 5 seconds of meeting each other. I mean really. I don't want to see, hear, or feel that. And I was totally jealous.

But, my mate however doesn't even know I exist. Well she does. But not as her mate. You see I hadn't told her. Well I haven't talked to her other than a quick hello, or how are you. I wanted to, but I was scared. You see my past was not really the best and I have a lot of scars both physically and mentally. So I wasn't sure I was ready for any type of relationship. So I watched her from afar.

Sure I had my past behind me thanks to Peter, my brother through venom; He got me away from my sire's command. Maria, my sire, used me to get power and sex. I was  her soldier. And when I escaped I thought things would be different. That I would be free of demons. But I was tired of using humans as a food source. I wanted to be better. I hoped that there was something better out there. And I left my best friend.

I met Alice later and she offered me a way out. She became my friend and I looked to her and her visions as peace. We traveled too for a few years before we joined the Cullens. I was nervous to meet other vampires. My past was something that I knew would scare away most all other of my kind. I wasn't the God of War anymore. And the Cullens really helped Alice and I get off human blood and drink from animals.

And I will be honest that when I got on the animal diet; I had a hard time sticking to it. And sadly I have slipped more than one time. And every time I slipped I got depressed and locked myself away. Not really upset at myself, but because I'm tired of feeling the coven's emotions. But Alice would talk to me. She would just talk me out of killing myself. Though I had attempted many times before her words would set in.

At the time we enrolled for high school. I didn't want to be around all the teenagers, but I wanted Alice to be happy so I agreed. It was there that I found Angela Webber, my mate. She was sitting across the parking lot reading a book. Leaning her back against a tree. Her long brown hair flowing in the wind. It was like milk chocolate waves.  Behind her glasses her eyes were milk chocolate as well. She was gorgeous. And that was just her hair and eyes.

I would just stare at her. Sometimes more than I should. And she didn't notice me right away. And that first day set me into the place I'm in right now.

My mate captivates me. Everything about her makes me want to know her more. Like when she would wave and smile at me. Or say hello to me when everyone else try's to avoid me.

Alice and Angela have gotten close. So I know they talk about me. Alice said Angela is shy and wanting me to make the first move. And said that it was all going to be alright. It was the right time.

Alice is inviting Angela over for a sleepover. I'm going to have to be the the same room as her and I might even have to talk with her. This will be like heaven and hell for me. But I'm hoping Alice knows what she's doing. Because if my mate did try to talk with me I'm not sure what I would say. I just really hoped that I could hold it together. And not attack my mate and claim her, before I had even gotten to know her first.

I had a feeling tonight was going to change that. And scaring her away was not an option. Okay then my mate, bring it on I'm waiting on you.

Right after school I took off ahead of everyone else to go hunt. I would feel myself up so I did not try to take a bite out of Angela. And when I was sloshy I ran home. Jumping in my window and heading to the shower. Washing my meal down the drain.

By the time I was out of the shower Angela was already here in the living room. Alice and her were picking out a movie for the two to watch.

It was now or never.

I made my way down the stairs and over to the living room. And when I got there, both turned to me.

"Angela as you know this is my brother Jasper. Jasper this is Angela Webber. The girl I was talking about the other day." I smiled on the inside. Alice did know how to put on a show.

I extended my hand.

"Yes... hello there darlin'." I added my accent. Girls, vampire or not, seemed to like it. And Angela was no different. Her lust kicked in.

She didn't say anything but took my hand and shyly shook it. Blushing and hiding her face as she looked away.

Yup. Tonight was going to be life altering.