Just a Taste •••♡

Misunderstanding

I woke upto complete silence and started to panic as to where am I? And then it hit me that I'm at Chantelle's. I wonder where she is so I hop out of bed and decide to look for her since I'm a big boy right now. I go to check if she's in the bathroom but nope she ain't there so I go downstairs and ask the maid about her and she tells me that she's at her office working on something and asks me what I would like to have for breakfast and I told her that I'm craving pancakes.

As I'm eating breakfast Chantelle walks in to the kitchen silently and hugs me from the back and I just melt in her arms, she feels so warm and comforting.

"Good morning sweetheart" she whispers lowly in my ear as she places a soft kiss on my cheek.

"Mmm good morning Chantelle" I say as my cheeks turn red

"You're so cute when you're all shy puppy"

I just nod and this point my heart wanted to burst out of my chest and my cheeks were flushed, I couldn't hide it and she just giggled and hugged me as I placed my head in the crook of her neck breathing in and out to try and calm myself down. Then I remembered he didnn't want me to be her baby boy at least not anytime soon so I decided to stop this, she can't hug me, kiss me and touch me whenever she pleases, I'm not hers to touch !

"Chantelle move please"

"Something's wrong baby boy?"

"No and don't call me that"

"Oh pretty one, watch your mouth and stop the attitude right now or .." 

I cut her off and say "Or what huh? You're not my mommy and you'll never be, you don't have the right to touch me or do anything or call me "baby boy" or whatever. Now I'm gonna leave."

"W-what? what are you talking about and why are you acting like this"

"Listen Chantelle, I really don't want to waste any more time arguing with you, you don't want to be my mommy at least not anytime soon so you can't act like you're my mommy when you definitely aren't. I've been left and broken from before, all I wanted is for someone to love and truly care for me, I wanted to have a mommy so bad since I'm ready for it and it's been a year since my last one so no I'm not willing to get broken and played once again" 

As I started walking away she held on to my arm and said "Sebastian come here please I wanna talk to you"

"What is it Chantelle, I really can't buy lies anymore"

"Sit down please"

I go back pull the chair and sit down facing her

"Listen, I'm sorry if I did hurt you, the thing is that I jumped into my last relationship really quickly, I felt connected to him and loved him deeply and just decided that it feels right so I should claim him but after 2 months he decided that he wants to leave for another mmmy who's better than I am and that broke me and shattered my heart"

"I'm sorry about that and yeah I can relate"

"I figured that, so I just wanted some time, for us to get to know each others better and not jump into anything if we're not sure and commited, that's all Sebastian, otherwise I would love for you to be my little just not now, yeah?"

"Yes, I understand"

"Thank you"

I just nod and blush,  I feel so bad for acting like that with her like I'm so desperate ugh.

"Wanna go home?"

"Yes"

"Ok i'll take you"

"Okay thanks"

I take my stuff and leave with her to the car. The ride as so silence that it became truly awkward and all I wanted was to reach home. When I finally got there she asked me to unlock my phone and so I did and she saved her number and texted herself from it.

"If you need anything, don't hesitate to text me" and handed me my phone back

"Yeah, you too and thank you for the ride" I left the car and went back home as I waved to her goodbye.