"Two souls don'tf i n d
each other by accident."
-Jorge Luis Borges
p l a y l i s t
⫷ Falling; Harry Styles ⫸
"What am I now? What if I'm someone I don't want around? I'm falling again // What if I'm someone you wont talk about?"⫷ Kill For You; Skylar Grey ft. Eminem ⫸
"You can make me a believer even if that shit ain't true. You can make commit murder, baby I'd kill for you. In my eyes, even if you are wrong, you are right. Even if its a terrible crime, it's alright 'cause I got your back and I know you got mine."⫷ Soldier; Gavin Degraw ⫸
"I know you don't believe it but I said it and I still mean it. When you heard what I told you, when you get worried I'll be your soldier. My aim is so true. I wanna show you I'll try forever, I'm never gonna say surrender."⫷Savior; Rise Against ⫸
"It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten what the color of her eyes were and her scars and how she got them // I just want to save you while there's still something left to save."⫷ When Love Don't Love You Back; Christian Paul⫸
"Broke my heart. Lying in the dark dreaming about what used to be 'cause ever since you set me free I can't go on."⫷The One That Got Away; Katy Perry⫸
"All this money can't buy me a time machine, can't replace you with a million rings. I should've told you what you meant to me 'cause now I pay the price. In another life, I would be your girl. We keep all our promises, be us against the world. In another life, I would make you stay so I don't have to say you were the one that got away."⫷Someone You Loved; Lewis Capaldi ⫸
"I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain // you're not here to get me through it all."⫷ Goodbyes; Post Malone ft. Young Thug ⫸
"I want you out of my head, I want you out of my bedroom tonight. There's no way I can save you 'cause I need to be saved too."⫷I Will Always Love You; Whitney Houston ⫸
"If I should stay I would only be in your way so I'll go but I know I'll think of you every step of the way. And I will always love you. You, my darling you. Bittersweet memories that's all I'm taking with me. So goodbye, please, don't cry. We both know I'm not what you need."⫷Want You Back; 5 Seconds of Summer ⫸
"No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back // You know even when I say I moved on, you know even though I know you're gone, all I think about is where I went wrong."⫷ Tell Me A Lie; One Direction ⫸
"Tell me I'm a screwed up mess that I never listen, tell me you don't want my kiss, that you need your distance. Tell me anything but don't you say he's what you're missing baby. If he's the reason that you're leaving me tonight, spare me what you're thinking. Tell me a lie."⫷Sorry; Halsey ⫸
"I've missed your calls for months it seems, don't realize how mean I can be 'cause I can treat the people that I love like jewelry // I run away when things aren't good and never really understood the way you laid your eyes on me in ways that no one ever could. And so it seems I broke your heart, my ignorance has struck again. I failed to see it from the start and tore you open till the end."⫷Always Remember Us This Way; Lady Gaga ⫸
"So when I'm all choked up but I can't find the words, every time we say goodbye baby it hurts. When the sun goes down and the band won't play, I'll always remember us this way."⫷No Time To Die; Billie Eilish⫸
"You were my life but life is far away from fair. Was I stupid to love you? Was I reckless to help? Was it obvious to everybody else that I'd fallen for a lie?"⫷ Disaster; Jojo ⫸
"I didn't want it this way I only wanted to say I loved you right but now you're walking away and leaving me here to stay, so foolish of me to wait for you."a/n: is there a playlist I have that doesn't include 5sos or one direction? probably not
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FanfictionWhat if the one that got away came back? jay halstead x oc chicago pd season 5, episode 5 - ? all rights reserved cover credit to @sassybarnes