Twice Oneshots

1. Nayeon

I watched Nayeon on stage, smiling and laughing at all the random dance moves Dahyun was doing, all it bought was a smile on my face. Nayeon has always been a precious friend to me and if I was being honest, I have loved her as long as I could remember. We met back in high school, she was a quiet one, often was bullied, until i came into her life as her knight in shining armour *jk*

I felt bittersweet remembering the past, those were the good days, the days full of laughter and now here we are. Nayeon a famous kpop idol and theres me, just a choreographer for different companies.
I knew I shouldn't be feeling this way for her but I just couldn't help it, the girls all knew I liked her but I was too afraid to tell her, it's my fault for waiting and who knows she might have rejected me.
After the concert finished I went to see the girls backstage and talked to them for a bit before heading home and falling asleep.

The next day I woke up early to get ready to head out. "Honey are you ready?" My mother called from downstairs, "yep coming down now" I ran down stairs almost tripping over, I grabbed my scarf before heading out with my mother. We caught the taxi to our destination, "Everything will be alright honey" my mum assured me squeezing my hand, "I know, Im not weak" I smiled knowing deep down I wasn't as strong as I let off, deep down I was scared, I wanted to run away to somewhere far away but I knew that would make things worse.

"Welcome" the nurse at the reception greeted my mother and I.
I went to sit down while my mother signed me in, after 15minutes of waiting I was eventually called into the chemo room, it was something inevitable, if I wanted to get better I needed to do this, so that I could continue to see Nayeon.

*Time skip 5 months*

I've been avoiding Nayeon and the girls, not answering their calls or texts, making up excuses and when they visited my home I would have my mum make up an excuse for me telling them I was out with friends, even though i have been in hospital the past month, chemotherapy isn't working and I know I don't have much longer. I know I shouldn't keep this secret but I know for a fact that if I saw Nayeon it would break her heart.
*ring ring* my phone goes off, once again its Nayeon, she's worried about me, I don't answer the call, I can't bring myself to it. *buzz* I received a text too 'I know you're in the hospital, Im coming, I hate you so much'
"Holy F*ck" I shouted in surprise, how did she know, Nobody else knew except for my family, someone must of told her, Im gonna kill someone

*knock knock* I heard someone knock on the door, "come in" I say, even though I knew it was Nayeon, yet every time I see her she takes my breath away. Her eyes started tearing up immediately, she ran over and hugged me tight. "Why didn't you tell me" she sobs, I couldn't say anything, all I could do was hug her back, I looked up to see the rest of the girls standing by the entrance, I knew deep down inside I was toasted.
"Why didn't you tell us?" "do you not trust us?" "You should have told us" I was bombarded with questions left and right, I felt bad for not telling them. "Listen Y/N we care about you a lot and you mean the world to us, you had us worried when you didn't reply to us, we thought we did something wrong" Jihyo told me, "I know, I'm sorry, I just didn't want to hurt you guys, I know it would have been hard on you guys, especially with the world tour, you guys are already stressed enough as it is, I just didn't want to pack on more stress" I replied, Nayeon just smacked my hand "you idiot you had me worried the most, all I could think about was you" she said angrily, I had never seen her this angry and that's when I knew I messed up. "Im sorry" was all I could say.
I looked up and gave the girls that knowing look, they all nodded and left the room saying that they were gonna buy food, leaving Nayeon and I alone. "How are you?" she asked me, "well asides from the fact that I'm sick, I'm alright, how about you?" I asked while taking a hold if her hand, "I've been well, but better now that Im seeing you" she smiled with her bunny teeth.
"Listen Nayeon, I need to tell you something" I got serious, "me too she replied" she took hold of my other hand, "I love you Y/N and I've aways had since the day we met" she confessed, "I - I have too" i confessed, she smiled gleefully whereas I smiled sadly, "but we can't be together" I cried, even though I wanted us to be together
"Why not?" She choked while holding her tears back, "I love you more than anything and anyone, but I don't have much longer to live, and you deserve to be with someone who isn't dying" I smiled masking my sadness, she starts to cry "why does fate not want us together" she cried, I just hugged her tightly, knowing that I don't have much longer to live.
The girls returned to Nayeon crying her eyes out, they rush to see if we were alright, In the end I told them everything, next thing I know all 9 of them were crying, while i was trying to hold my tears back, soon they had to leave to get back to work, I hugged them as they left.

*Time skip 3 weeks*

The girls had been visiting me everyday, while Nayeon stayed overnight with me a couple of times, this was hurting her a lot as it was with me. I was getting tired and my eyes just started closing and next thing I know, I'm asleep

*beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

The sound of Y/N heart going flat woke Nayeon up. All the nurses and doctors that was on duty rushed into the room while gently telling Nayeon to wait outside, Nayeon frantically messaged the girls and Y/N mother to get to the hospital as quickly as they could.
After what felt for hours the doctor finally came out of the room with a sullen look, Nayeon knew immediately that they weren't successful, she broked down crying onto the ground, the girls and Y/N family was crying too, everyone was a emotional wreck.
The following week came the funeral, friends and family gathered around, saying goodbye to their beloved Y/N, the rain poured as they started lowering the casket into the ground, sobs were heard.
Before leaving a pair if hands held onto Nayeon, "this is for you" your mother says before walking away.
Nayeon then left to go to the very first place you met, by the river bank, she read the leader that you had left her.
"Hey
If you're reading this then you already know what happened, I just wanted to say thank you for all the memories that we made, for all the laughters and tears, for always sticking by me, I couldn't ask for a better friend. Please don't feel sad, just think of it as a chapter in your book, it may have ended but there is more to come, and if you start to miss me, then go back to this chapter and remember all the good times we had, I wish I had confessed to you earlier, if only I knew how you felt about me, but I was shy and stupid.
I love you so much and don't forget that, and I hope you find someone new some day, someone who will love you as much as I did, I will be watching over you as your guardian angel.
Love Y/N
You knight in shining armour"
Nayeon cried as she held your letter close to her chest, "see you in heaven" she whispered to herself

Fin

A/N QOTD
When is your birthday?
mine is march 24 like mina ☺️