THUG LIFE [COMPLETED]

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Asia POV

I was on my phone and had realized that Joshua was still in there so I looked back to see if the kids were still sleeping and left a crack in the window just in case and walked inside. I walk inside dominoes to see JOSHUA KISSING SOME BITCH.

Joshua POV

I opened my eyes and realized what was going on. I turned around to see Asia standing there with hurt, upset, and murderous look on her face. Before I could say anything she walked away heading back into the car. Surprisingly she got into the passenger side I thought she wouldn't so I got scared she never been so calm before..... Wtfff did I do that for

Asia POV

Everything I did was for a reason. He drove me back to his house once I got out Joshua had the nerve to talk to me.

"Asia let me explain" He told me

"Naah I'm good ion need to hear it" I camly said lord knows I was ready to explode. Once I got the kids inside I started to pack there cloths and mine into a small suitcase. I wasn't gonna cause nothing ...yet. I called a taxi.. Me and my babies was staying at a hotel tonight. I know y'all like she way too  calm but I was done yelling and wasting my breath for people, don't get me wrong even with wat he just did I still love him but if I stayed here any longer one of us was dying tonight.

"Can I at least know where u and the kids are gonna go" he ask

"A hotel" I told him. Even thou these weren't his kids he treated them like they were i respect him for that. I'm not gonna be petty and not have him see them. Yeah they are my brother and sister but I treat them Like they are my  Own kids I left them once and I refuse to do it again and I not gonna let Joshua and I  relationship affect them at all. "I'll text u the address if u wanna see them but I can't be here anymore, I refuse to get hurt like this by someone I love...I..just can't let it happen again" I told him trying to hold back my tears.

Joshua POV

With that being said she left.... The one and only woman on my dreams... Gone. What the fuck was I thinking. This was really the first time u would see a thug like me cry. I never cried over anybody, when my parents died It changed my life but I didn't cry. Asia really meant a lot to me and I broke her heart. I sat there and just thought about everything that just happened, until my phone rang.

"Hello" I said sounding horrible

"Heyyy joshyy its me Kayla" she said. She went on and on about some shit and I just zoned out. I thought again about why this shit happen and threw my phone at the wall.

Asia POV

Once I got to the hotel the kids woke up... I wish they didn't because now they would start asking questions.

"Lemme warm ur bubble bath for u Naomi" I told her she immediately screamed of excitement.

"Asia where are we and where is Joshua" prince told Me

"Naomi u ready" I ask her ignoring prince

"Yesss"she told me. Once she got in the tub and stared around and began to give me a sad look "asia where is Joshua" she told me. Prince came in asking the same question

"I will explain tomorrow... Prince get in" I told him changing Naomi. Once they both bathe they ate wat I ordered for room service and went to bed. I went through my phone and saw some pics of me and Joshua when we first started going out. I thought about us for the rest of the night... I guess I'll cry myself to sleep I never cry over no nigga but Joshua was different... I thought he was.

Joshua POV

I went into the shower thinking about me and asia I came out and Layed down. I looked at pics on my other phone of me and asia and I guess cried myself to sleep. Something I caught myself doing for the first time.

•Joshuas dream

"Baby... Baby ...why is he not waking up doc" I heard asia say

"We tried everything ..we really did but it" The doctor responds

"What was the cause" Asia said crying

"It seems that he had a heart attack" The doc says

"Baby...nooo.. Wat about ur unborn child... Wat about Naomi... Wag about prince.... How am I supposed to do it all without u"Asia said bawling

"But I'm right here baby.. Turn around" I shouted I seen my lifeless body and just stood there in confusion.. Why can't she see me... I was really dead??

•End of dream

I woke up sweating.. What did that dream mean.. I need Asia. I called her but she didn't pick up "Asia I need u baby" I said

Asia POV

I woke up in the middle of the night sweating I swear I heard someone call my name. I looked at my phone to see Joshua calling me. I ignored it and try to go back to sleep, but I couldn't do I just text him

Me- why are u up..go sleep

joshy poo- I can't sleep..where are u

Me- A hotel.. The kids are not up therefore u shouldn't be asking

joshy poo- Baby can u just allow me to explain

Me- go on

joshy poo- face to face

me- naah go sleep.. Im going to sleep NITE✌

Joshua POV

She must really hate me yoo.. I need to find a way to get her back I can't do this anymore.