This might be graphic:(
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Jimmy wrapped his blanket around his shoulders,and walked out to his balcony.
He stared at the city lights.
Jimmy was sad that's all he could say. He cheated on Robert and he felt terrible. Robert found out yesterday and he wasn't happy about it.
Jimmy felt like he wanted to cry. He wanted to fall asleep and never wake up.
He could easily jump off the balcony right now and Robert wouldn't care.
Jimmy gasped when he felt arms wrap around him.
Robert,it was Robert.
Robert sighed softly to himself.
Jimmy knew better than to say something. He didn't want to piss Robert off.
"Why?" Robert asked,voice cracking slightly. Jimmy looked down at all the cars driving by.
"Why,Jimmy?" Jimmy shook his head and still didn't say anything.
Robert let go of him and frowned.
"Not talking,huh?"
No response. Robert wiped away tears that were threatening to escape.
He couldn't handle the pain of Jimmy not even responding to him. He hated the fact that jimmy was alive after what he's done.
Jimmy leaned against the balcony,back turned to Robert.
He didn't want to look at him.
He heard Robert inhale sharply.
"I hate you."
He said,and you could hear the anger dripping from the voice.
Jimmy gave a soft nod,not bothering to look at him.
"Why don't you care!?" Robert said,suddenly snapping.
Jimmy sighed,and shook his head. Again.
Robert couldn't handle the pain,the anger,or the sadness.
Jimmy really messed him up,and he didn't even know why. The pain was too much and Robert hated it.
Robert took in a deep breathe,and without thinking,he picked jimmy up.
Jimmys eyes went wide.
Robert hung him over the edge of the balcony. Jimmy shook his head.
"P-please Robert don't..."
"Sorry Jim,you're too heavy."
Robert suddenly let go of jimmy,watching him fall.
He smirked softly before going back inside of their apartment.
It's what he deserved.
He cheated.
