**Toby's POV**
It took me and Ben an hour to find Lilly. She wandering near the edge of the forest she looked tired and was excited to see us.
"Ben, Toby" she said running up to us and hugging me. I laughed and hugged her back. I noticed Ben shoot me a hateful glance I just rolled my eyes and turned my attention on Lilly.
"What happened to you."
"I don't know. I remember you talking then I was at my fathers grave, i figured that I just blacked out and went there, so I started looking for you and Ben." Lilly said sounding like she didn't want to say anything else. Lilly looked around curiously.
"Where's Ben"
I looked around and shrugged.
**Bens POV**
Fuck Toby why does Lilly have to like him why can't she like me. She's known me longer and knows me better.
If only I told her before then none of this would have happened.
**lillys POV**
"Let's go home" I said looking around once more. When we got home Ben was still no where to be found, and I was starting to get worried. What if he was hurt or worse, Toby told me not to think much of it but I couldn't help it I went to our room and laid down on my bed thinking about Ben.
**time skip**
I haven't been out of my room much lately. It's been a month and Ben hasn't come back. I started to cry. After about ten minutes I heard someone walking down the hall I tried to muffle my crying but they still heard me.
"Hey Lilly you okay I'm coming in" I heard masky say after knocking. I sat up in bed trying to wipe my tears.
"Where's Toby." masky asked looking around.
"He...he's....on...a...mission" I said in between crying.
"Ben will come back, Toby will find me" Masky said hugging me. I hugged back crying into his hoodie. when I calmed we pulled apart from our hug.
"Now what's really going on." Masky said as he took off his mask.
"How did you kn...." I started to say when masky put his hand up telling me to stop.
"I'm your best friend I know everything" he said as he lowered his hand.
"Ok when I was six my dad was abusive and he hated me, one night I woke up and he was in my room, he was on top of me and started to undress me. he asked me if I wanted to play a game I shook my head no and he kept taking my clothes off... he... he raped me" I said whispering the last part. then my mood changed I was sad anymore I was angry my eyes turned red instead of blue and my pupils got a look of blood lust.
"I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ONE WHO KILLED HIM HOW DARE HE KILL HIMSELF." I yelled walking around the room. suddenly my knees buckled and I fell to my knees and started crying. masky was still on my bed unsure of what to do with what you just told him.
