My name is Shelly Roberts. My father is a pastor, and my mother is a Bible study teacher. My family is very God wilding. But me, my mother likes to call me a different case. I never broke the rules till I met this boy named Jason Lambert . He just came out if nowhere. My church calles him Mr. Secrets. But me and my friends shoot he's Mr. Hotboy. He's something special. He started talking to me a couple Sunday ago at church. Went out a couple times my friends go gellous but I Guess That's what they ganna do.
That first time was egsactly what I wasn't expecting, you were probly thinking it was. But No. We went to this sandwich place, he said it held memories. In my mind I was wondering "but your new to this town", but it couldn't come out once it was he said he's been in this town Forever and this place was his only place to run when is dad hurt his mother. But I felt for him and cared. Something told.me not.to.get attached to him, I don't know what it was but I listend, until he grabed my hand and said I am his safe place. I never felt special and or never knew I could be special to someone else. The next day I got a text saying to meet outside, I didn't know who it was just that I was scared it was weard but I keeped my cool. I walked outside to see some roses and a card that read " u are the love of my life even tho we arnt together I hope u could see us one day", I felt specialer than last night. To think everyone were trying to keep me away from him and there's nothing yo be scared of.
I loved every min of being with him. Every min I was with out him was hell fire. If I could chose to be away from him I would never ever take that chance. Overthrow church time see him sitting in the back. Throughout the service I looked back then and there to see him wink at me everytime. Once the service was over another text flashed, " come to the pond next to church tonight " I only thought the best of what would happen my mom and my dad first kissed There. So I thought me and his Kiss would be only as special there. Until, later that day I say on the news that a Young man found dead next to a pond. I didn't try and pay attention and cared on to get ready. My mom came in and told me a member from the church has passed. I honestly thought it was a old person. Until she told me... No much pain has entered my heart before. Pain that only a person can feel after losing the most prise position in there lives. My first ever love. Was gone. A broken heart hasn't been fixed yet. But I'll see him one day and be with him forever.
