Why is anger so damn hard to control. I have 5 siblings, 5! My one older sister pisses me off the most though. She is my only full blooded sibling and she is an asshole. It's so damn aggravating! She gets away with a lot of crap and then turns around and says I get away with everything! She's got depression and some other problems so she's always treated differently and it pisses me off. When ever she is hurt I am expected to do things for her without complaint. My dad says that he doesn't treat us any differently when he does and it makes me sooo fluffing angry. He tiptoes around her all the time when we go to his house every other weekend. He does it because he doesn't want her to get mad and stay at moms house without visiting him. She has done it twice already. I think I have reached my breaking point because I keep losing control of my emotions. My step mom is amazing but nobody sees my pain not even my friends. The other day one of my friends asked, "How can you smile and be so positive all the time?" It almost made me laugh. It's so hard to keep my happy face on but I do it for them so I have no choice.
Hey readers if there are any at all. Sorry for bothering you guys with my problems. They are so small and stupid. So sorry. -Roro
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