So um
I've just been really dysphoric lately ig
Every time I use the bathroom or take a shower or even get dressed in the morning I feel really shitty
And I do (mostly) pass as a guy so I thought it wouldn't be as bad anymore but it still fuckin sucks yunno
I also have been wearing my binder around the house when I don't need to basically all day until I go to bed and sometimes I leave it on to go to bed even
I just...idk
It just sucks that I won't be comfortable in my own skin for just two goddamn seconds until a while after I'm 18, and that's only if I, being the retarded 🅱️itch that I am, actually have enough money to stay alive by myself, let alone pay thousands of fucking dollars
I don't like it at all
And honestly the only reason I'm not cutting or something right now is just because I feel too damn exhausted to do anything more than move my fingers on this fucking keyboard
Just
Fuck
