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Jeg er ked af at jeg ikke var stærk nok... Jeg er ked af at jeg ikke var stærk nok... Jeg er ked af at jeg ikke var stærk nok... Matthias....you moron.... *I don't own the cover art Sequel to Toll

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by Princesscrystalwrite

by Princesscrystalwrite

Jeg er ked af at jeg ikke var stærk nok...

Matthias....you moron....you....why? We've already lost so much....You weren't strong enough, but I definitely didn't believe you this weak...

Jeg elsker dig, Norge

Did you really? Did you really love me? You should've come with us....you and your stupidity....

Han har brug for vores hjælp Norge!

Of course he needed help. We knew that. And we weren't qualified to help. You didn't listen. Like always, you picked and chose what words you wanted to hear. We were trying to help him, just like we tried to help Tino.

Vi kan ikke bare opgive ham!

We weren't going to abandon him! You utter fucking moron...I should've listened to Emil. I should've just left you there. I shouldn't have gone back. Then I wouldn't have had to see...

Jeg elsker dig, Norge

No you didn't. If you loved me you would've listened. If you did you wouldn't have...I should've listened to Emil.

Bare forlad ham, bror.

I should've listened, why didn't I listen!?

Vi kan ikke hjælpe Sverige. Han har brug for en læge.

He needed help. He really did. We all need help. One more day....Why couldn't he wait one more fucking day....

Hvorfor går du tilbage?

I-I don't....why....I don't know why I went back anymore....I should've known that Berwald wasn't the only unstable one....

Danmark....DANMARK!?

Danmark...DANMARK!?

Emil....you're the only one I have left to rely on...
I'm...I'm older...it shouldn't be this way....I'm so sorry....why did our lives go to shit?

Broder....Norge....hvad gør vi nu?

I....I don't know anymore, Emil. I don't know what happens next....I guess....all we can do....is help Berwald...

I really don't know anymore....

I'm so sorry Emil....it turns out....you're the strongest one.... Jeg er så lei meg, lillebroren min...