Wounded Heart

paranoid

When Kaname said that I was shocked  I thought he didn't even care about me. To my surprise he just kept staring at me like a predator about to ravish his prey. I slowly tried to pry his hands off me but he was to strong, stupid vampire strength. As I was lost in my thoughts I didn't notice that he was leaning into kiss me until it was to late. Once our lips connected I felt a bunch of vibrations up my spine. I almost moaned in ecstasy but soon scolded myself for falling victim to a vampire so easily. Before I could react I felt kanames hands run down the small of my back and then soon settling on my ass. I had to admit it was a real turn on

As soon as the pleasure started it quickly ended. Kaname grabbed my chin and pulled me towards him. He looked into my eyes and said "As much as I would like to ravish you right now it is not the right time but I will soon have my way with you".  Before I could ask him why he wanted me he disappeared into the night leaving a whirlwind of rose petals behind. All I could think about is why would he choose me I thought he liked Yuki. When I was deep in thought I didn't notice that yuki was walking over until I heard her say " Zero you are supposed to be patrolling not sleeping near a tree", I was startled by the sudden sound. When I came back to my senses and just walked away because of the things on my mind, ignoring Yuki and walking to my dorm to get some well deserved sleep.

When I got back to my dorm and took a shower. I suddenly felt a wave of hunger shoot through my body but learned to just drink my own blood to settle it a little and went to sleep.  As I awoke I thought of yesterday's events how Luka broke up with me for some girl, when kaname kissed me, and told me I was to be his. I just hoped I didn't run into kaname or Luka I didn't need more added stress. When I was fully dressed I left my dorm to go to my first class geometry, I really hated that class I could never get reat there because of the teacher always nagging at me to try harder. I arrived at the classroom only to be held against the wall by Luka. He looked at me then asked "what were you doing with kaname, why did he kiss you" I answered with " it's not your buisness why do you care you broke up with me" that seemed to hurt him but I didn't care he hurt me only because he only wanted to date another girl. I walked away teary eyed why did this stuff always happen to me hopefully my day doesn't get any worse.