Flashback 3 months into their relationship
"yeah he thought I was cheating on him because I had pictures of your dagger on my phone" I laugh, looking over at Jahseh, we're sitting on the sofa watching TV
Something in his eyes changed but he smiled and laughed it off "that's crazy" he dryly laughs
I should have known right there..
"do you uh, still talk to any of them?" he asks, muteing the TV and giving me his full attention
"sometimes, only one though, you?" I ask
He laughs dryly and stands up "sometimes?" he frowns, walking in front of me
"yeah, sometimes" I frown
"that's cute, block him" he says with no emotion, staring at me with an emotionless expression
"what if I say no?" I ask, curious what his response would be, I smile a little, he's so cute
He glares at me before grabbing my face tightly "it's funny that you think it was a question"
Oof
He let's go and continues to stare down at me "man I love you" I say all dreamy like, fangirling inside
I still fangirl even though I've been with him for 3 months, he's just so fine, he's perfect
He frowns "if you love me, block him" he grabs my phone from the coffee table and hands it to me
I take it and do what I'm told
Later that day
I hear the front door swing open and shut, which made me jump
"Jahseh?" I call, I then see him storming into the kitchen, throwing his keys down on the counter
"you okay?" I ask, he glares at me which make me frown
"ski told me that he saw you with a guy, a few days ago" he starts
"who and why the fuck didn't you tell me?" he adds, walking closer to me
"oh" I say
"sooo.. who the fuck was he?!" he asks agitated
"that was just some guy I met on IG a few years back, I didn't plan to meet him, I just bumped into him" I explain
"but why didn't you tell me?" he asks, clearly annoyed
"i don't know" I say, about to walk past him but he grabs me upper arm and pulls me back, I look at his hand then back at him
He glares down at me
"tell me the fucking truth!" he says agitated
"i am, I wouldn't lie to you! I know you've got trust issues, I would not do you like that" I frown, kinda hurt he would think I am lying
He fake laughs and squeezes my arm which made me feel a type of way, kinda horny I guess, I've always had this weird ish fantasy about abusive guys, I mean I know he isn't abusive but that shit he just did still got me hot
Until my fantasy, became deadly reality
"you're hurting me" I say, looking up at his fine ass
"you haven't felt pain yet baby" he smirks before releasing my arm and walking over to the sink, he then turn around with a knife in his hand, running his fingers along the blade trying to be scary
"you're so cute when you're angry" I say, smiling at him
"Bitc- cute?!" he raises his voice, slamming the knife done on the counter top before walking over to me
"yeah.." I say
He tilts his head before suddenly grabbing my wrist tightly which made me gasp at the sudden roughness
"listen.. I can't talk to you when you're being so sensitive" I say, trying to hold back my laughter, trying to push his buttons
"sen- BITCH THIS AIN'T A FUCKING JOKE!" he yells at me, I flinch at the sudden loudness, his voice turning deeper as he yelled
"..okay but are you on your period?" I laugh but that soon came to a stop when he slapped me hard across the face
I gasp and touch my cheek, I look up at him in shock
He starts to heavily breathe
"get on your knees" he says coldly
"wha-
"GET THE FUCK ON YOUR KNEES!"he yells at me as he grabs my hair and pushes me to the floor which made me whine and a tear escape my eye, I hate my hair being pulled
"stop!" I cry out, trying to get his hand out of my hair, he pulls it back making me look up at him
"tell me, you're sorry" he says
"for what?!" I raise my voice, only to be slapped again
"TELL Me! Beg for my forgiveness!" he screams at me
"im sorry!" I cry out
"for?"
"i-I don't know.." I cry
He raises his hand and slaps me across the face again
"STOP IT!" I yell at him, starting to get heated
He pushes me down on my back and gets on top of me, he wraps his hand around my neck, I immediately grab his hand, he stares into my eyes, his eyes looking darker than usual
"tell daddy you're sorry for being a bad girl, beg for my forgiveness" he says, a lot calmer all of a sudden
"i-im sorry for b-being bad.." I say, stuttering and sniffing, trying to stop myself from crying, the look he had when I said sorry, almost like he got a rush out of doing this, like he felt powerful or something
"mhm" he hums "beg me"
"please forgive me" I say
He looks down at my lips then back in my eyes
He frowns "you don't look scared" he tilts his head
"i-I'm just confused" I say, staring into his beautiful eyes
I could never be scared of him, I'm also feeling numb, as if this is just a dream, not really knowing how to feel about this whole situation, after all it was my fault for pushing his buttons..
"why?" he asks, leaning closer to my face
"i-i don't know, I just-
He cut me off by kissing me roughly, of course I kiss back
"just always tell me the truth" he says against my lips
"o-okay" I say
He pulls away and stares at me, he then touches my cheek with his other hand, his left hand still around my neck, he leans down and kisses my cheek before putting away
"I'm sorry I hit you, you just make me so crazy, I love you so much baby" he says softly, making me forget everything that had happened bc I'm so in love with him, after all, I am very lucky to be with him
"i love you too"
Please vote <3 I needed to write about abusive relationships again bc shit is hot asf lol
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