It's My Decision

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Midoriya's POV
I want this really badly.

I want to be a boy again.

I've been thinking long and hard about this, but I think I've come to a decision. I'm going to have sex as soon as possible. Todoroki doesn't know about the whole having sex to return my body back to normal plan yet. We've all been busy with final exams and graduation. I just don't know how to bring it up. It's not exactly something you can just say out of the blue. Then again, we've only been intimate a few times and it should happen again eventually.

I know that if I do this, I'll be letting down All Might and my mom. I really hate disappointing them, but what other choice do I have. I can't wait any longer; this body isn't mine and if I'm going to pursue my dream of being the no. 1 hero then I want to do it as the real me. I'm just hoping Todoroki is willing to help me out. He's the only one I have who I can trust in the situation.

It's after dinner and I've been working up the courage to bring up the subject, but any conversation that we had didn't allow it. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore.

"H-hey Todoroki".

"Izuku it's been 5 months, call me Shoto", he replied.

"Can we talk; alone?"

He nods, and we leave to my room. Once we're alone I lock the door and prepare what I'm going to say. I don't know what to say so there's an uncomfortable pause.

"Is something wrong Izuku"?

I look up in panic. I hadn't realized I was muttering to myself. Gosh why is this so difficult.

"Well, no not exactly. You see ,um, Recovery Girl found a way to turn me back to normal," I say with the best fake smile I could muster.

"That's good. What is it?"

Great. Now I actually have to explain to him that we have to have sex. What if he doesn't want to? What if he stops loving me after my transformation? Oh god I didn't think this through. What'll his dad say once he finds out? This can't end well. Crap he's waiting for an answer. Well here goes nothing.

"Heh heh, well you see Shoto that's what I wanted to talk to you about. I need someone to help me in order for it to work. I need to lose something, but it doesn't have to be right away, but I don't think I can wait. I understand if you don't want to and I'll just wait for someone else or when your ready."

Shoto looks at me confused.

"What exactly do I need to help you with?" He questions.

"Oh I though I said it. Uh shoot, this is really hard for me to say..."

"Go on," Shoto says.

"I-I need you to take my virginity," I said as fast I could.

Hopefully he caught that.

"what?" He says with a blank stare.

"Please don't make me say it again, but I really need you to do this for me."

There's silence. We don't speak for what seems to be 1 minute. I'm about to leave the room when Shoto speaks up.

"So the only way for you to become a guy again is to have...sex?"

I nod.

"Well if it's the only way, I'll do it."

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