Bad teacher▪C.B

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"Come in please. Just don't be to loud or anything and don't pressure him to do anything he doesn't want to," you open the door wider for five boys to push theirselfs through at the same time.

Jonah, Jack, Zach, Daniel, and Eben fled into your bedroom to see their blonde friend. But to their surprise Corbyn wasn't very happy to see the boys. He just gave his handshake and stayed quiet as each of them talked to him. You stood by the doorway a guilty look on your face as you looked at Daniel. It was just a kiss its not like you hooked up or something.

There is another knock on the front door and you rush off to open it. Corbyns mom Saskia and his two sibiling Jorden and Ashley stood outside. You quickly welcome them in giving them hugs.

"He's in the bedroom I'll tell the boys to come out."

"Guys please come out here. They want to see him," you motion all the boys out into the living room area and Corbyns mom walks into the door.

"Mom?" Corbyns voice is faint but you can hear the sobs she releases. She had to know it was true she had to make sure her son wasn't really dead. "Mom!" Corbyn says again and starts crying with his mom as she engulfs her son into a hug.

Its one of the most beautiful things you have witnessed this past few months. Since Corbyn had actually went into the coma. You slowly shut the door leaving them all in peace to catch up.

This was honestly a miracle that Corbyn woke up. You thought he wouldn't make it. When the doctors moved his lifeless body to your apartment to die peacefully. You thought that they meant he would actually die and now your so happy and so glad he didn't. Though you dreaded telling him about the kiss you and Daniel shared.

All of the moments you doubted yourself and wanted to die because the one you loved wasnt there. You look up at the clock and realise that you need to get to work.

"Shit I got to go," you grab your bag and rush out the door without telling any of the others were you went. Today you had a later shift that you had to stay for. There were too many books that needed to be put back. And still you didn't know were more than half of them went.

The others got to go home early or they just sat in one spot the whole time reading or waiting for someone to come in. Tired you take the keys your boss gave you and lock up the small library. You start walking back to your shared apartment with Corbyn in the dark.

As you walk into the apartment Corbyn is in the kitchen shirtless as he leans against the counter a glass cup in his hand. It's filled with maybe water. You can't help but trail your eyes over his body. It's been so long since you have seen him like this.

"Were did you go?" He asks concerned and sets his cup down. He walks to you and wraps his arms around your body sending his heat onto your body. The others had already left you notice that you are alone.

"I had to close up at work. I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was just going to be late and didn't want to interrupt you and your mom," you wrap your arms tighter around Corbyn not wanting to let go. Corbyns lips find your neck and he kisses the skin lightly and hums.

"It's been forever do you wanna?" You want to say yes but you cant. You can't help but push him away as much as you wanted to hold him close. Feel him. You felt guilty still.

"Corbyn we should talk," you say and he looks nervous and kind of shocked. Just confused all together.

"Is it something I did? We dont have to if it's to early. Shit I'm so sorry," he runs a hand through his hair.

"God no its not something you did it's something I did... Corbyn Daniel and I kissed I swear it was nothing I rejected him," Corbyn is silent he doesn't say anything at all.

Your scared but you feel the guilt slowly lift off your shoulders. You felt better about the situation now that that you came clean about it. Corbyn steps back shocked. He never thought he would hear you say that.

"You kissed Daniel? I-I thought that it was a lie. You cheated!" Corbyns voice starts to raise startling you. But you deserved it.

"I-im sorry Corbyn I didnt want to I didn't mean to I regret it so much. I was going to kill myself because of it but I couldn't-"

"Y-you were going to leave me? Why would you do that to me. I don't know whats worse you kissing my best friend or you trying to kill yourself."

Corbyn shakes his head tears brimming his eyes. You try to step forward again wanting to be in his warm arms again but he steps back.

"What do you mean? I was SCARED YOU WERE GOING TO LEAVE ME. I WAS ALONE FOR SO LONG CORBYN. ALONE WHEN I LOST OUR BABY ALONE WHEN I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP. I DIDN'T HAVE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU. All because you descided to drink again. I know they said it was an accident but I know what happened to your throat last time when you couldn't breath. It happened again because you drank. I thought you wouldn't have came back from that Corbyn."

"AND THAT GIVES YOU A REASON TO CHEAT? I FAUGHT FOR MY LIFE FOR YOU. FOR US," Corbyn yells back. Both of you are in tears as you bicker.

"It meant nothing," you say quietly again. Corbyn nods. "I'm sorry."

He slowly wraps his arms around you again as you both cry into each other.