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Jennifer's POV

I woke up.I couldn't get up.Jojo told me that everything will be okay so i got ready and i want to avoid Demi because everytime i see her.I want to cry.I got ready and when the music came on for daddy issuse me and Jojo went on and i was at the back alway's because i didn't want to be next to Demi but for cool for the summer it is gonna be hard after the last song Demi came up to me"I need to talk to you"Demi whispered into my ear and i just closed my eyes and nodded.I tried to hold back my tears after sometime i went to Demi's room.When i came in Demi just looked up from her phone and stood up and came up to me and hugged me"What is wrong?"Demi asked me.Why did i even come here?"Nothing"I said when we pulled away. I tried my best not to look at her so i just looked at the floor"Jen...You have been avoiding me and I know that face...What is happening?"Demi asked me.I just looked down"Nothing"I said and tears started to form in my eyes.No no Demi can't see you cry.I though in my head.Demi just lifted my chin up so i was looking into her eye's and i couldn't take it anymore"I want to text you just to remaind you that i am still here"I said while looking at the floor and then i looked at Demi and i saw a confused face.I closed my eye's and shock my head"But then i remember that you know.I'm here.You just don't care"I said and a tear went down her cheek"I was gonna kill myself.But i didn't want to,No it's not because i didn't want to,no i thought about the people that would go and i though about the thing's i would of lost too"I said and i could feel tears going down my cheek's and i just run out of the room"Jennifer"I heard Demi shouted but i just run.I couldn't be there i can't look at her being so disspointed in me

Demi's POV

What just happen?Did Jennifer just told that that she was gonna kill herself.After i couldn't see Jennifer anymore i just sat on the couch and put my head in my hand's and started to cry"No Jennifer"I said to myself as i was crying.After sometime i heard the door opening and i saw Marissa and as she saw me she came up to me and hugged me"Hey what happened?"Marissa asked me"It's Jennifer"I said my voice was so shaky and it cracked so much time's"I just wish i could of helped her you should of seen how broken she looked"I said"Do you know why?"Marissa said and i shock my head"Demi i know why"Jojo said as she came in"Why?"I asked Jojo and I stood up and went up to her"Well do you remember some days ago that Jennifer runned out of your dressing room and started to cry"Jojo said and i nodded"Well she told me a long time ago that well.....shelikesyou"Jojo said quickly"Wait,what?"I asked Jojo"Jennifer she like's you but she think's she is not good enough and she hasn't eaten anything.She has been crying every second in the tour bus she cry's a lot the whole team is worried about her because no one know's the real reason apart from me and now you two"Jojo said and looked at both me and Marissa"Where is she now?"I asked Jojo"She is outside of the dancer's tour bus"Jojo said and i nodded and run there and then i saw Jennifer crying and i just went up to her and as she looked at me more tears were in her eye's"You hate me don't you?"Jennifer asked and that just froze me"Don't worry...Because"Jennifer started to whipped her tears away"I hate me too"Jennifer said and started to cry"Jen i don't hate you.You are my best friend.I care about you.I am here for you.Your life makes a diffrence for me and I understand i really do.You aren't weak you are so strong"I said and Jennifer just looked at me"You are strong not me.I am every night crying.I wish i was you.Like you are so beautiful,hot and nice.You have the amazing friends and family.And you have a boyfriend"When Jennifer said boyfriend it was like she didn't want to say that word.Jennifer just looked down and there were more tears going down her cheeks"Just go"Jennifer said.I knew that she didn't want me to go so i just came closer to her.I held her face and then i pulled her into a hug and she just cried more.I just smothen her hair.It always help's her.I kissed her head while she cried"Shhh it's okay i am here.I am going to help you"I said while i held her tightly and she just hiden her face in my neck"You are not alone i promise i will help you"I whispered into her ear"Do you promise?"Jennifer choked out"I promise forever"I said and after sometime we pulled away and i just whipped her tears away"Please don't leave"Jennifer said her voice broke so many times and i just nodded"I will not leave you ever don't worry.I will do anything to help you"I said and she nodded and after sometime we went to my tour bus and we were just on my bed watching movies cuddling.I saw my phone going off and i saw that it was Wilmer"Hello"I said"Hi babe i just want to see how you are doing?"Wilmer asked"I am doing just fine...Ummm i need to go now bye"I said and hung up and then i put my phone down and looked at Jennifer and she just looked down"Demi i should go i am just waisting your time"Jennifer said and started to get up and i just took her by her waist and turned her around for us to be inches apart"No stay please" I said and Jennifer nodded and we just layed back down and we cuddled and after sometime we both fall asleep.