If I listened to you[K.JS]

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"Don't buy makeup for your face since you are wasting time, money, and sleep." 

you valued sleep more than you valued studying

yet you were on top of the game while I scrambled to get my life together

i spent so much money on lies to the point where it became my obessession

you were right about the natural beauty as i got more compliments in college after having no time to even apply it on

recently i saw you in campus with that girl draped around your arm

your smiles made me crush the pencil i held as i saw the two of you casually stroll

all of our eyes met and that's when i realized i did know the girl on your instagram

she liked to visit my cafe but hadn't visited in a while

must be jin's fault as he started his own mini ice cream cart at the park with mom's recipes that I couldn't find or rather make

after she ran towards me, I couldn't peel my eyes away from your face

your expression changed to an ugly face that I never saw in quite a long time

we could only mutter that we knew each other

but were now strangers

maybe I should have listened to Jennie when she told me what happenes when you let go

i am a terrible listener, but i promise that i'll try

can we start as friends again

because i miss your annoying advice that i always choose to ignore