Take It All Away

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Louis POV!!!!!!

Louis POV

Harry drops the phone and just stares into space. 

Making it easy to hurt and even harder to breathe

"Harry!" I shout but he just continues staring. I hear Zayn's voice shouting through the phone so I pick it upa nd stare at Harry. Tears are filling his eyes.

There was a hole in my heart, there were tears in your eyes

"Hello?" I say and I hera Zayn sigh.

"Hi Louis. What happened to Harry?" He asks and he sounds like he's been crying.

"I don't know he just froze. Waht did you tell him?" I asked.

"Well, Liam's he's in the hospital Lou." He said and I gasped.

"What? How?" I saod and walked to throw some shoes on. 

"It was horrible Louis. I found him in the bathroom with. With." And he started sobbing, something I'd rarely heard Zayn do.

Making it easy to hurt and even harder to breathe

"Zayn! It will be okay. Please tell me what happened." I said and he started sniffing.

"I'm sorry. He had blood, blood running down his wrists and a razorblade in one hand." He said and I almost dropped the phone. What? Liam was the strongest of us all.

"What?" I said, it can't be true.

"He was passed out. But that's not the worst part Louis. The worst part was he had dozens of scars all over his wrists. This isnt the first time this happened." No. No. No. Thats not possible. We would have noticed. Wouldn't we?

And as I try to digest the words I couldn't believe

"Oh god Zayn. I'm, oh god. Okay look I'm going to drive over. I'm getting ready now. I'll, I'll see you soon."

I said and he said bye and hung up.

I looked over at Harry. He was looking up at me, and tears were running down his face.

"Oh Harry." I sighed and wrapped my arems around him. 

There was a hole in my heart, there were tears in your eyes

"What happened Boo?" He said pulling away.

Should I tell him? Yes

"Well, Zayn found Liam passed ut in the bathroom. With, cuts on his, his wrists. There was blo-blood running down his wrists and he-he had a razor-razorblad in one hand." I said and by then end i to had tears running down my face.

"What?" Harry asked and I nodded. 

And as I try to digest the words I couldn't believe

"Harry you, you stayed at his house last night. Did anything, anything at all hapen?" I asked and immediately he started sobbing again. Uh Oh that is never a good sign.

"I-I told him I didnt need hi-him anymore." He said sobbing. what?

"Why? Why did you say that Harry?" I asked, confused. Harry never lashes out at people without reason.

And as I try to digest the words I couldn't believe

"I do though Boo. I do need him." He said and I realized I probably wasn't gonna get anything else out of Harry right now. I hugged him and kissed the tears of his face before putting his shoes on.

I felt a pain in my chest with your kiss on my cheek

"C'mon. We have to go to th ehospital." I said and Harry nodded avoiding my eyes. I shrugged it off figuring it was because of waht he told Liam. It wasn't his fault though.

 Making it easy to hurt and even harder to breathe

Harrys POV

Liam cut himself. I made Liam cut himself. I slept with him and then told hi I didn't need him anymore. If Liam dies- it will be all my fault.

There was a hole in my heart, there were tears in your eyes

"Harry" Louis says as we drive to the hospital. "It's not your fault." And i just nod because it is. It is my fault. Louis doesn' know all th story. And how am I supposed ot tell him. How am I supposed to tell him?

I'm left with nothing to say with my heart on my sleeve

We park at the hospital and I just sit there.

"C'mon Harry" Louis says and I get out we walk in and head to the desk.

"Hi, we are looking for Liam Payne's room please" Louis says and the girl gives him directions.

We start walking and soon arrive at a room. Louis opens the door and I take a deep breath and enter.

Zayn and Niall are there and then Liam.

Liams on a bed looking pale. I burst into tears agaiun and Louis hugs me. I feel tears on my neck and realize Louis crying too.

I felt a pain in my chest with your kiss on my cheek

I pull away an walk over to Liam. I turn over his wrist and sure enough. There are dozens of cuts all different sizes. Did I do this to him? Are all of these my fault.

"Harry?" I hear Louis ask. "Do you know anything else?"

I'm left with nothing to say with my heart on my sleeve

Should Harry confess? 

Hmmmmmm

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